"So you are not angry… but Whitey I am quite angry right now."
Hearing that deep and barely restrained voice of Ren Yuan has almost made Shao Cheng to flinch physically while thinking that his rather brazen and bold actions until now is really something that he shouldn't be doing to the older man.
After all… this person isn't the Ren Yuan that would probably become delighted and happy if the man knew about what he is currently doing lately in this new life.
"Damn it, Whitey! Can you stop doing that irritating and annoying attitude of yours right now!?"
Eh?
Suddenly, Shao Cheng felt his body being grabbed by strong hands before being pulled so quickly that when he blinked his eyes, Shao Cheng found his face a few centimeters away from Ren Yuan exquisite face that was currently showing such a helpless expression causing Shao Cheng to become completely confused and flustered about what is really going on right now.
Why are you showing such an expression?
To see the man like this has cause Shao Cheng to suddenly feel bad while sensing that he seemed to have done something wrong, however, what did he do?
Shao Cheng was completely focused on the man's current bizarre expression that he disregarded the fact that not only was their face so close to each other, their body was also intimately touching against each other, his slender naked body tightly sticking on each other wet skins as their chest intimately attached while his slender leg spread between the older man thigh while his bottom sat upon it.
Along with Ren Yuan currently having one of his hand places upon Shao Cheng thin back, while the other one is currently at the back of his head in which some of the slender fingers slightly tangled over Shao Cheng wet silk black hair.
Currently, the two of them have an extremely ambiguous position that they seemed to have completely ignored as they deeply gaze at each other eyes, one trying to make a clear point, while the other trouble about what is going on.
Seeing the confused and slightly curious expression brimming on the young man's sapphire eyes that have finally retain some liveliness on it rather than restraining his emotion the whole time, Ren Yuan absolutely sure that he certainly got the man complete attention right now while the words he is going to be speaking will reach in that weird mind of Whitey.
"Whitey, listen to me alright? Whatever is running in that mind of yours, please toss it all away. The reason why I have left you all alone after completely making sure that you are absolutely safe is that I wanted to punish those people so badly from making you greatly suffer and hurt alright?"
"I just couldn't wait to get back at them, that is all."
Seeing the way those brilliant sapphire eyes widen while a flash of understanding finally slowly emerging within it has cause Ren Yuan to inwardly sigh in relief while overlooking the fact that he was patiently explaining about his actions to another person.
While Tian Ying that has his back turned along with Xing Ning the entire time couldn't help but widened his eyes in great disbelief about what he is currently hearing, what is happening right now? Ren Yuan acting so… nicely and kindly to another person… being so patient… with a bit of coaxing sound on his voice…
What the hell had happened in the past few days?
Suddenly, he couldn't help but continue to listen more, while the images of what is currently happening suddenly seemed to create certain images on his mind.
Which soon has turned into some ambiguous scenery, as the splash of water, Ren Yuan rather bashful voice, the rustling of clothes and lastly the sound of the impact of bodies touching each other has almost made him want to turn his head around in order to witness the amazing scene that his mind has created.
The only thing stopping Tian Ying from doing so was the sudden hand that has abruptly been placed upon his shoulder, causing him to turn toward Xing Ning that was currently shaking his head while shooting him a rather warning look and mouthing to do not do it.
So Tian Ying can only continue to desperately try to hear with his ears in order to figure out what is really going on between Ren Yuan and the young amnesic man as his flash a certain glint upon it.
"Whitey, in truth you are pretty angry for leaving you all alone here right? You are extremely angry when I didn't listen to your words when I already said yes, right?"
"No… I am not really angry."
Shao Cheng that can only raise his head to face the currently serious man couldn't help but speak in a quiet voice feeling entirely puzzled about why does this man is suddenly doing such a thing.
Especially when he can perfectly tell that the Ren Yuan before him isn't acting or showing a fake or half fake attitude toward him, that serious expression on his face, along with his eyes that profoundly gaze at him which reminds Shao Cheng the same expression in the previous life.
It was the day that he has witnessed when Ren Yuan has announced to the entire Chang Empire that he will be declaring war with the Lau Empire while refusing their proposal of marrying the Imperial Princess, which is the Lau Emperor's sister.
"Whitey, I am touching you right now. Our body is so tightly against each other that even our bare skins are touching… Really Whitey… if I hate your touch, I would have already cut your hands off before you even manage to touch me."
Really, what the hell is going on in that mind of his for Whitey to be thinking such a thing?
Hearing the sudden serious words of Ren Yuan, along with the older man warm breath gracing upon his face, Shao Cheng sapphire eyes showed a complicated expression along with the trembling of his long eyelashes that tried to cover what he was currently feeling right now.
Do not… cannot… get off from him...don't listen to his words… and put some distance… because it would do no good for the two of them..., that has been what continues to ring on his mind, alerting and warning him to continue resisting… but how come, when Shao Cheng tried to use his strength, he was unable to even move a single finger?
No matter how many ideas flash on his mind, the determination to push Ren Yuan away and keep a certain distance… was a hopeless cause the entire time.
"Whitey… don't resist and put some kind of wall toward me alright? Frankly, I really like you already, so let us become officially close friends today, ok?"
There is no love on the older man's eyes when Shao Cheng gaze deeply upon it, causing him to feel both fortunate and unfortunate, as to why he suddenly felt unfortunate… maybe because he rather likes being the only person on this person's eyes.
Shao Cheng wouldn't deny the fact that having an amazing, dazzling, and completely loyal man absolutely devoted toward him was something that has slightly moved his heart in the previous life, but it was not enough for Shao Cheng to grow the feeling that is called 'love'.
In which is ridiculous and hypocritical of him to do so because that is all what the older man has always wanted from him all along, something he was unable to give as he continues to recieve from the older man while he couldn't give what the man desires the most.
Nevertheless, Shao Cheng should absolutely stop comparing this Ren Yuan and the Ren Yuan to his memories already because this person doesn't love him, which is something that would be the best for the two of them.
Despite everything he presumes, Shao Cheng felt his mind turning chaotic, the expressionless face that he has put on began to shatter because of the words from this person alone, previous life or not, this man is the only one that can easily manage to break up the mask he always put on.
"... you're really so full of yourself…"
Whispering those words with a weak snort, Shao Cheng couldn't help but show a helpless expression since, in this new life, he is simply hopelessly soft when it comes to him.
"Well, that is my most deeming point about myself."
Ren Yuan that heard the defeated voice of the young man couldn't help but laugh while patting the small thin back and feeling slightly pleased while the bad ominous emotion inside him has lessened a bit.
Now then… should he stop or continue on? After all, Ren Yuan knew about how this young man can really be stubborn, difficult and wouldn't become so obedient and listen to his words easily.
Dunno if there is more chapter, later on, depending in motivation and mood today XD
Thank You, Everyone, and Please Stay Safe!