it mould me , shaped me,
sometimes even breaks me,
teaches me at everypoint,
and makes me wonder everynight
what is life
then i realized that life is ur frst lesson and last chance learn it to live it / learn it before u lose it
one day
i ll come along the rain,
and disappear in soil,
grow along the plants,
and run by blazing wind ,
dont haunt me for hours ,
for u , i ll be shattered in parts
when i close me eyes,
i see ur glazing eyes
those dark hazel eyes ,
were full of lies
yet i believed u
and now my heart cries
tonight i surrender all my placid memory,
i ll walk along the stars,
tonight i abyss my desire of chasing u ,
i ll follow the eternal loop of love
and mask it forever above those thousand stars.
WHEN I WAS NO LONGER A CHILD
the pain that welled up in my heart ,
digs deeper and left as untreated wound,
the wounds i couldnt see,
but i could feel ,
no one could see
but still cared to hide,
this is how i felt the pain
when i was no long a child,