Someday （2）

I Wanna go home, is this how Armson and Gerrald fill when there are around girls. They should have stayed with their advice and went to hell.

Come on Fritz you can do it. You have been wirh 3 girls she is no different.

I have never went out with them it was just having s*x and losing money.

Shut up you two devils, I will just leave her after five minutes, just watch.

"Nice combo, it compliments with your hair"

"Thank you"

Well lets dump her in the next 4 lines, there is no way I will take her out I am a member of TFSBB.

"I don't think its good to talk here, is there a place you would like to go,"

She put her index finger on her chin and closed her eyes. Please say I suck and go away.

"Gurdon River. Lets go to Gurdon River if its fine with you."

"Sure I was planning to go to Gurdon River myself,"

No I was not. Its something that Gerrald and Armson come up with. Why did my mouth say that.

We started walking side by side towards Gurdon River and we were on an empty pathway hearing my two inner devils.

Fritz just say you are going to go to the bathroom and dump her.

No jump into the river and pretend to be eaten by a shark.

Fuck of you two, why the bathroom and sharks don't live in rivers.

"My name is Fritz by the way,"

"Helen Watsburn,"

"Thats a pretty name, is there any meaning behind it,"

How do I sound like I am planning on making this talk long. Helen tell me to fuck off. 

"My Grandmother gave it to me, she is gone now."

Her face looked sad and I knew how she felt.

My left hand hold her right hand, without even me controlling it. Her eyes then moved to face me.

I pulled her over and hugged her. I don't know why but something just told me she loved her Grandmother just like how I loved Grandpa.

Luckly we were in a pathway that had no people walking on it. I could fill her trying to make a fake resistance.

"I know how you feel I lost my Grandfather recently too."

And thats all it took to stop her resistance and hugged me back.

Somedays I'm treading the water and feel like it's getting deep♪

Some nights I drown in the weight of the things that I think I need♪

Sometimes I feel incomplete yeah♪

But you always say to me say to me♪

Oh you say someday when we're older we'll be shinin' like we're gold yeah♪

We stayed in the some position for a couple of minutes until we finaly understood how weird we were and our faces were red.

We quickly separated from the hug and looked sideways avoiding eye contact.

Shit why did I do that, it just gives me more reason run. Let do it like how Armson does, pretending to answer a phone call.

"Lets sit on that bench"

I noded at what she said but my hands were already on my phone trying to make a fake call.

When we sat it finally hit me that I don't know how to make a fake call. My near perfect excape plan went astray.

I might as well do small chart with her, its no like I love her its because I am out of running away ideas.

But what should we talk about, ohh likes and dislikes but how should I start that, lets go with ice-cream.

"Helen what type of ice-cream do you like,"

"Vanilla"

That was a fast reply she must really like it.

"Well lets go buy one, its hot around here,"

"Sure thing but where can we get one,"

"Well you can just follow, I know of a place"

She noded and we both stood up and went the way come from.

"So are there other things you like,"

"I like blue and music."

"Music thats nice. I play the piano in an under the table boy band,"

"I thought you were the lead vocalist,"

"Well my voice is not that great"

"I think you have cute voice Fritz"

"Not as cute as yours,"

What I just say, fuck you mouth can't you just say thank you.

My face was red from embracement and the same could be said about Helen.

Thanks to my big mouth a flowing conversation ended and we had to walk for another 5 minutes with out as much as a single word between us.

We bought the ice-cream and there was one small but major problem.

There was only one vanilla ice-cream. 

But since Gerrald had told me about what to do when it comes down to having a single ice-cream I know my next step. I can't believe I am being thankful to those.

We sat on the bench outside the ice-cream shop and I was the one holding it. I moved the ice cream to her mouth.

"Say ahhhh"

"Ahhh"

She openned her mouth and I moved the top part of the ice-cream inbetween her lips and she ate it slowly like it was hot.

Is it fire-cream why would she eat it like that, forgetit let me take a bite.

I moved my mouth towards the ice-cream and when my lips touched the ice-cream my eyes were staring at a pair of golden ice.

Helen took a bite at the same time as me, is this a kiss, no its not even a direct kiss its a ice-kiss.

No that not it, the ice-cream just melted as it couldn't stand the heat our faces produced.

Oh you someday when we're older♪

We won't worry 'bout the things we don't need♪

We don't need♪