December

My uncle and my cousin came to our new house one morning in December to great us and to tell us that he will see us at my grandparents house on the farm for Christmas. I hadn't seen my little cousin in so long, that i had to ask my uncle and my parents if I could go with my uncle to my grandparents house. They did say yes. I pack atleast 9 days of clothes, because it that nine days until Christmas.

On the drive there we listen to the best compilation of rock and Irish music ever. I didn't know mist of these songs, but i still rocked to them. About an hour or so we stoped at my grandparents city home and we only unpacked our suitcases and my cousin's toys. My grandmother was so happy to see me there aswell she almost jumped for joy. When we gog settled I messaged mg mom and told her we were all safe and that nenna says hi. I spent most of that day around my grandparents telling them about the last few week i had at my old school and the last party i had with mh friends.

Little did i know that i would be the last time i hung out with my old friends. As the days go by i help my granny pack her and my grandads things, so that it was ready when we went to the farm house. We spent a two day at that house. I helped my granny prepare all the salads and all the meat that we were going to eat on Christmas.

On the thrid day that i was with my uncle and my grandparents. We finally went to the farm house it was a good place to be back at. The last timd i was on the farm house was when my sister and i went there with our granpa one school holiday when i was 8, and i was 16

The time there was peaceful and calming. During the days my cousin tought me how to shoot a palletgun. This was the first thing my cousin and i bonded over. I also helped my grandma with dinner during the day. Sometimes when i would get mad at people i was talking to i would go and shoot a few cans this was an amazing way to relieve my anger. One day my little cousin said he is going to write me a letter and i thought that this was sweet. When i did open the the letter it was just a list of my insecurities. It didnt bother me much since i was used to being bullied. My uncle did speak to him and he did say that he was sorry, it was kinda funny that after my uncle spoke to him he came running and crying and saying sorry, my uncle didn't even touch him. Even I was in some way scared of my uncle when he got mad but i still loved him dearly.

The nights was always the best the cool summer night winds blowing through the window was nice. I didnt have a room of my own so i asked my grandma if i could sleep on the couch. It was the most comfortable couch ever. I didn't sleep with any blankets. I did get alot of mosquito bite on my legs.

Three days before Christmas my other uncle came to to the farm house. Many of my family members said that i looked like him and the strangest thing is that we have the same birth day. The last two days befor Christmas was some of a blur

The day of Christmas came and it was also the day i went home, but was also one of the best Christmases ever. I have always wanted a paint set but this was first time i every got something this expensive for Christmas. I couldn't wait to get home and use my new art supplies