The fact that Cedric might find out about her plan had her all feeling jittery. If he found out, then it would be useless to think of asking for a divorce. He would in no doubt use that opportunity to torture her more and make her life hell. Asking for a divorce would even be out of the question at that time. And she might get stuck with him, forever.
Her body shuddered at that thought.
"I– I don't want that." She found herself voicing out her next thought. No. She didn't even want to think about it. Being stuck with that monster forever? She might as well turn into a living dead. He'd suck her life out of her and she would only be left with her bare body to carry her around. That was horrible. She couldn't imagine herself in that kind of situation. It was too horrible to think about.