Chapter 33 : Facing the Music

I was getting very familiar with the ceiling of my bedroom. I really should put something up there like sticky glow stars or whatever because looking at the paint and squinting at the light was probably going to ruin my eyesight.

That wasn’t really what I was focusing on though, even if I wished that my problems would amount to me speeding up my need for glasses in the future.

What the hell did I just do last night?

Did that really happen? Did I really sleep with Rob even though I was intending to finally put everything behind us?

I went from trying to block this man out of my life to inviting him in so intimately that we fucked. In the green room of all places!

I could never go back there. I’d die of embarrassment. To think, I used to have classes in that room!

Oh God.

My friends were going to murder me.

Ahhhh—but I didn’t expect this to happen, and I didn’t mean to fall in love with Rob all over again!