Relapse

I'm at home.

I vaguely remember khalid.

but I'm having huge gaps between memories,

he seems really nice,

I guess I will have to get to know him,

it's weird I have a husband,

a daughter and I'm pregnant.

yet I have no clue as to how it all unfolded.

I got out of bed

it's three am

I'm puking my guts out Khalid came

"aw honey are you ok in there?let me in"

I was agitated

"I can't. .I don't want you to see me like this..,we barely know each other"

he laughed outside the door it tickled a memory

"I certainly know you babe..,you forgot me whereas I could never forget you"

I was lost in my memory

Khalid and khalidah's nikkah....

I was wearing a beautiful diamond encrusted dress under my Saudi jilbab,

we were sitting opposite the imam

I hadn't seen Khalid for two years as he went to Dubai

when I was doing gcses,

he came back and asked dad if he could marry me,

I immediately said I would marry him without any hesitation doubts.

he smiled at me