Chapter138

#Chapter138

/"Talk with yourself, baby. Ask yourself what you want. Don't tell yourself what he needs or what's best for him. He's responsible for those, not you. In a relationship, it's true that in a lot of ways you put them first, but your own happiness, your own self-worth, they should never be put in front of that./"

Her words stayed with me longer than she did. A lot longer. They haunted me as I lay there staring up at the ceiling and they stayed with me as I showered and dressed.

They had me pulling out my phone and even checking that stupid fucking app that had caused so much fucking trouble in the first place. I had a message from somebody named RonanIsBae.

I hadn't posted anything but he had. He had made a post about power balance in his current relationship and I had messaged him, wondering exactly what he had meant because it had sounded oddly . . . I dunno, it was just interesting.