Chapter 6 When I'm not myself

I fell asleep and could only remember his face in utter agony. With no one around I was just another person completely feeding my inner self a meal for the ages.I could tell he was afraid but at the sight of blood on the ground, I woke up from this trance. Then I felt sick seeing the blood and then I quickly left . Lucky enough everyone was at the festival enjoying the firecrackers.

Sees a young boy at the festival ,where he attacked Alois .

Alois : Wrong you didn't even think of me ,and my family.

Drew : Who told you to speak ,I thought this was my dream ?! ( turns to face him).

Alois : Since you almost killed me ,we grew a connection to this dream like state.

Drew :Hold on you can speak ?!

Alois :You noticed this just now? You leave me there on the ground to die .

Drew : You didn't die , I heard you made it out just fine.

Alois : You better wish I don't tell on you, I could tell Kaine your other side.The side she may throw you to the rejected pile.

Drew : I don't need to listen to this ,not from you.

Alois : I will not believe you attacked me out of a meer condition you have .

Drew : Just pray I don't go out to kill your family if you say a word to her .

Alois : Do you even like her ?,You only met her once .

Drew : I like her ,I saw her from afar but I liked what I saw.

Alois : You can threaten me all you want , but you will get what you deserve in the end .

Drew wakes up angry and startles Alleyson.

Drew : ( opens his eyes ) Ahh!!

Alleyson : Woah did you have a bad dream?

Drew : Why are you here Alleyson?

Alleyson : I heard you speaking and came to see you.

Did you even hide the weapon?

Drew : ( gets out of bed and looks at Alleyson) Don't say that at all in the house !! People can hear you .

Alleyson : I'm sorry force of habit, you aren't going to tell Karem either ,he's our older brother and may have experience this .

Drew : For now just go , get out of my room!! ( takes her by the hand and throws her out of the room. )

Alleyson hits the wall and sees her blood spill.

The maids see her but keep walking away Alleyson can hear them gossiping and laughing.

Maid Adeine : Did you see her ? she got out of her brothers bedroom and got shoved out .

Maid Sally : What were they doing in there ,the scandal if word ever spilled .

Both girls laugh and stop laughing at the sight of Kerem.

Kerem : ( looks at the maids ) What's so funny ladies !?

Maid Adeine : Nothing master Karem , inner joke of me and Sally .

Sally : Check on Alleyson she's bleeding...

Kerem sees Alleyson unconscious and bleeding from her head.

Kerem : Well don't just stand there ,call for help !! NOW LADIES!! ( Runs to Alleyson) Alleyson!!? ,Can you hear me?!

Drew : ( hears a commotion outside his room) Karem !? ( opens the door) what's going on here?!

Kerem : It's Alleyson she's losing blood.

Drew in his mind : No this can't be , was it because of that time a moment ago? I didn't throw her that hard did I ?!

Kerem : Drew don't just stand there,help me with a cloth to cover her. She can't die our parents will be mad about this .

Drew : Right ,sorry I'm shocked to see so much blood. ( walks away and looks for a cloth and sees his bloody cloth of yesterday's weapon ).

Kerem : ( enters the room with Alleyson in arms )

What's taking so long?! ( sees Drew with the weapon )

So I was right , Drew did you do this to Alleyson?!

Drew : I didn't mean too , I swear ...

Kerem : I believe you , let me get Alleyson help don't go anywhere. ( leaves the room).

Drew : * laughs * Damn this all !!

Moments later Karem returns to Drew's room .

Karem locking the door . Walks up to the nearest chair and sits down.

Kerem : Listen to me Drew , all this is normal behavior.

I was growing up to ,I had these things happen to me.

Drew : You did ?! *looks at Karem *

How did you even manage this urge to-

Kerem : I heard from the maids , they saw Alleyson going to your room and thought the worst.

Drew : Nothing happened between us ,if the that's what you want to clear out.

Kerem : It's natural behavior, I almost killed her myself also .It's what our blood calls out ,blood to be spilled.

Drew : You know something don't you ?!* walks up to Karem* Tell me what I am when this happens please .

I am not myself anymore and I despise this.

Kerem : Tell me Drew , what color if you remember was that boys blood?

Drew : Blood color suddenly matters now ?

Kerem : It does matter ,but did you even see ?

Drew : No, I didn't see the color ,which is funny you ask me , I just ran away.

Kerem: Nevermind I will let our mother tell you.

Drew : How do you controll this urge to hurt people ? You seen me, this is not me, I didn't mean to hurt Alleyson.

Kerem : Relax, I haven't told our parents who or what happened to her.

Drew : Is Alleyson safe now ?

Kerem : Safe from you ,she is safe ...I will have a blood test on her .

Drew : You don't actually believe the rumors do you ?

Kerem: Not for the rumors ,to answer why you attacked her in the first place. I believe its mom's job to tell you .

Kerem leaves the room and walks to go check on Alleyson.