A very normal red haired girl

Today I woke up in a very bad mood after I had a dream of my crush standing next to a blond girl that has wonderful skin and blushy cheeks.i have been secretly in love with him for days.i have been looking at this eye candy for about a week and I felt a very weird connection to him.he is a new commer and he is the hottest guy in school. He has tanned skin and a very sharp jaw that could cut me into two halves and piercing green eyes that could pierce into your soul,but I dont have any chance with him for I am like shadow for anyone I class and he is in the class next to us.i have been bullied my whole life for being red haired and I am one of the most hated girls because for them I have bad humor and honesty yes I do,but i have been my whole life in a state of depression and I have been told a lot that I am not fun at all because i have strict parents that are strictly religious and then when I joke they don't like that.i am fed up with my life because of the bullying ,but at least I have friends that are limited to my comfort zone.my bestie is called elvi ,she is alot to me because we have been like friends forever and I adore her alot.elvi actually means magic ,she is magic to me at least.i have been talking to her lately about him ,like idont even know anything about him and I'm just crushing on him.i told her about him and she panicked saying that I shouldn't get near him because the hottest girl in school is crushing on him her name is thea and she is the worst.she is one of the meanest girls in school and I just hate her and all her mean friends.el told me about his name which is Nate Brandon. I dont know much about him but his best friends are problematic af. His best friends are hellio and aiden and they are the most problematic students in the school. I am going to explain why be because hellio is a human magnet all the people in school are skimping for him plus he is honestly a bit of a womanizer while his friend aiden on the other hand is a little pric who loves to fight people for very stupid reasons and he is openly the most reckless person I have ever seen this is because of him facing teachers alot and just straight up being rude with them.i am really tired of both of them ,not only them but theas best friend Eric and his bullying. But actually all of them are hot af and girls hella simp for them.thea loves being the center of attention all the time that's why she hangs with this group and also loves hating on me because of my red hair that make people look at me all the time and that is the reason why she hates me.now is my first day in school after having a bit of a break because of my family issues .I forget to tell you my parents are divorced and I live alone with my mom and my dog dj.i was walking normally and then I bumped in this very tall guy.wtf I yelled at him ,I didn't hear a reply but after a while of searching for my glasses on the ground our hand touched and his hands were very soft and warm and his scent was like wine after a while he gave me my glasses back and I was able to see him .I was shook this is my one and only crush Nate I yelled he calmed me down saying he was just running from some girls in class.i suddenly for no reason had hiccups and was very embarrassed but before I could say a word he ran away and left me alone now I suddenly felt lonely after a while I took a deep breath and walked away telling myself that I will never look back to what happened now but suddenly I felt the earth trembling a crowd of angry mobs and girls ran over to him and screamed "nate please sighn my autograph please " .now a shiver in my spine followed and I was hit by a girl and fell on the ground.