Was it suicidal?
Obviously, it was. With how dangerous the situation was, putting a bright light while surrounded by enemies was the same as asking for your end. But there was no choice left for me.
Death was inevitable if I were to remain here, wallowing in misery. And although that death which I speak of is just spiritual, where my true body turns into a slave for greater beings, it's still the death of who I once used to be.
So to prevent such things from happening, certain drastic measures had to be taken in this particular situation.
'Ho, it seems there is a reaction already.' Turning toward a direction, a vivid image appeared in my mind. Although surrounded by walls of this undersea cave, there were still some scenes I could make out through looking into the dream world.