Tough Love

March 28, 2063

It took me some time to muster up the courage to talk to her, sense, I still very much want to live.

I just finished talking to her like ten minutes ago, it was a long talk, but a good one. We yelled at each other, came to an understanding, she slammed me against the wall then on the table.

Then we had sex.

Yep sex, I think i got a thing for powerful women that can literally kill me with their index finger.

May 5, 2063

I watch her, her red hair thick in volume, those sexy horns, that beautiful scale pattern on her back that goes from her shoulders to her tail.

Huh, she just asked me why I'm always writing in this book. I didn't even know she noticed, I guess when two entities are interested in one another, it is natural to learn more.

I told her what you are, you are my thought, my action, the part of me that no one sees.

The nerve of her, she just asks can she see it, that like asking can you see my browser history.

YEET! hell naw.

I didn't even know dragons could read our letters. I know what you may be thinking but, there have been people in every culture who could speak a language but could not read or write it, let's be honest.

It has become apparent that we are together, we don't hide our affection, those dragons are very affectionate, to the point where it can be suffocating.

Though my friends in the unit are talking to me again, if we can even call them that, traitor.

Most of the guys just want to know how is it, so you know I had to let the boys know.

What they were missing!

I was like, it is intense, scary at first but better then any human, woo wee!

The fight has become more intense as the spiral being now sees humanity as a threat. We went from bystanders caught in a war to warmongers really fast, or at least in their eyes.

But because of that, we are once again pushed to the edge, with mercury and other precious materials running out, it becoming harder to fight, even alongside the dragons.

There is a new training course starting up that is supposed to strengthen humanity, giving us another fighting edge like the dragon did. But only soldiers from the dragon unit can do it, and it's all volunteer.

Captain asked, me and some of the others to volunteer. I haven't noticed but I was really into this whole duty stuff, in the beginning I just wanted to survive, to be safe.

After Carol I was in despair, waiting to end, then I took the chance to end them. Now I just want to protect those who can't protect themselves and those I came to care about.

I wonder if this is the core feeling of serving and protecting, it's not the land we're sacrificing ourselves for, it's the people and the chance that they would never have to.

I spoke to VV, that's what I call her by the way, my little VV, her real name is Venus Vermonveul-- Venus Vermengv--- Venus Vermen--tapni---- huhh.

This is why I call her VV. She asked me if I was sure about volunteering, that I could change my mind, she hadn't sent the order yet.

To be honest, it kinda scared me, what exactly was this new training course, there was no information about it. But I stayed the course, we comforted each other that night.

I love you VV.