"This is not a joke Meiling, I really like you and I won't leave here until you tell me how you feel about me." Yan Shun said, he also got up and hugged Meng Meiling tightly from behind.
Meng Meiling got angry at what Yan Shun said and was startled by the hug.
"Yan Shun, this is no longer fun, let me go, I want you to leave me alone." Meng Meiling said with a slightly trembling voice and with a bit of anger, began to struggle wanting to get out of the hug, but to no avail as he was tightly gripped by Yan Shun's strong arms.
"Why don't you believe me? I'm telling you the truth, I like you a lot Meiling." Yan Shun said in a serious voice.
Although Yan Shun inside his mind was wallowing and vomiting from the scene that was unfolding.
'For Divine Heavens, what a dramatic scene, having to act so insistent and this idiot not wanting to accept his feelings, is making me lose my hair. Sigh~ the things I have to do to make him activate his fucking shitty physique. Once you wake up I'm going to fuck you so hard I'll break you in two.' Yan Shun thought angrily, but on the outside he continued with his legendary performance.
"Hmph, I don't believe you, you're obviously lying, I'm a man and you're a man, it's impossible for you to be attracted to me, everyone always looks at me with disgust because I'm a freak. How can you like someone like me?"
"Besides, I know you like women, it's obvious that you want to play with me like everyone else, let go of me Yan Shun, I don't want to talk to you anymore." Meng Meiling said with obvious anger, tears still falling from her eyes.
How could he like him? It was impossible, he had to be lying, that was the only answer Meng Meiling found. After all, even her own parents had a dislike for Meng Meiling.
"Why do you think it's a lie? Just because others don't like you doesn't mean I can't love you Meng Meiling." Yan Shun said angrily, this shit was already getting the better of him, so he decided to be more aggressive.
Yan Shun let go of Meng Meiling to turn her around, looked straight into Meng Meiling's black eyes, grabbed him by the shoulders and held him tight.
Meng Meiling was startled and surprised by the sudden angry tone that Yan Shun was using, also surprised that he had called him by his full name this time.
"I didn't fall in love with your appearance or your gender, I don't care that you're a man either, I fell in love with your way of being, I fell in love with what's inside here." Yan Shun said and placed her hand on Meng Meiling's chest indicating that he had fallen in love with Meng Meiling's heart.
"I can't imagine my life without you. You are the most amazing person I've ever met and you just make me feel so happy and complete when I'm with you." Yan Shun said with a deep voice conveying all the love, affection and care he felt for Meng Meiling.
Meng Meiling was finally sensing that Yan Shun was not joking, he could feel that he was telling the truth, but he couldn't believe it.
With her eyes now dark blue and with tears in her eyes, he looked tremblingly and directly into Yan Shun's eyes.
Yan Shun brought his face closer and connected his nose with Meng Meiling's trembling nose. Yan Shun had to finish fast before he started vomiting in real life, so he kept saying all the crap he felt.
"And it's not just that I like you, it's that I really love you. I want to be with you through thick and thin, I want to support you and take care of you, and I want you to do the same for me. I love you, that's why I want to ask you, Meng Meiling, would you like to be with me forever as my woman and my wife?" Yan Shun asked and looked hopefully at Meng Meiling waiting for her answer.
Disbelief, that's what Meng Meiling felt right now, he couldn't believe it, Yan Shun for the first time had seen him not as a man but as a woman. Her heart began to race, her black hair began to change color and from the start center of his head began to spread the bright navy blue color.
"Y-Yan Shun d-did I just hear right? D-did you say you want me to be your wife?" Meng Meiling asked with a trembling voice looking into Yan Shun's soft eyes.
"Yes, you heard right, I want you to be my wife." Yan Shun said and was fed up with this and seeing that there was only one step left for Meng Meiling to fully accept him, he grabbed Meng Meiling's neck tightly and crashed her lips into his.
'Dammit, I wanted to kiss him when he became a woman, but he had to do it now so that he physique would awaken once and for all. Can this be considered gay? Well, who cares.' Although Yan Shun felt a little dislike, he continued to press his lips against Meng Meiling's, although he was not going to admit it publicly, he had to say that Meng Meiling's lips tasted good and were very soft.
Meng Meiling was still wide-eyed from the shock of feeling Yan Shun's luscious lips pressing against his.
'H-he kissed me, he just did, my first kiss...You have it, Yan Shun.' Meng Meiling closed her eyes and wrapped her arms around Yan Shun's neck, he forgot everything and began to enjoy her first kiss from him.
Meng Meiling in the past, when he met Yan Shun, he still dressed like a man, but when he met Yan Shun, he changed. He had started wearing hanfus with dresses, he also started wearing makeup and acting more feminine, he wanted to get Yan Shun's attention and make him see him as a woman, but he never got Yan Shun to refer to he as she.
Meng Meiling when he saw her reflection in the mirror, although biologically he was a man, he never identified herself as one.
At first he tried to see women as a possible interest, but he never had a reaction or feeling towards any woman, and as for men he felt slight disgust and disgust for them, Meng Meiling realized that he couldn't feel attraction to any gender and couldn't identify with one either, but this changed as soon as he met Yan Shun.
Meng Meiling was always treated badly, no one had ever talked to him, and he was always made fun of for his appearance. But when he met Yan Shun he didn't speak badly to him, in fact he had a cute and funny conversation with him, that was the first day he could talk to someone without being mocked because of his appearance and he felt happy.
Meng Meiling also realized that actually since he was born he had always identified herself as a woman in a man's body, even though her body was that of a man, he felt that her soul was that of a woman.
He was able to realize this fact when he fell in love with Yan Shun, he had always denied the slight interest he felt in men because all the men he met were disgusting. But he realized that Yan Shun was different and the more he talked to him, the more he found it impossible not to fall in love with he.
Meng Meiling with the time he spent with Yan Shun unconsciously fell in love with him, and as soon as he realized his feelings it was already too late, he was already completely in love.
Although his feelings for Yan Shun were enormous, he never dared to confess his feelings for fear that his only friend would see him strangely and abandon him. So he decided not to confess her true feelings and he rejected them for fear of being left alone again with no one to talk to.
But now that Yan Shun saw him as a woman and wanted he to be his wife and to see how much in love Yan Shun was with him, it was impossible for him to continue denying his own feelings.
'Yan Shun from now on I will be your wife, my loving and eternal husband.' Meng Meiling's body began to be surrounded by brilliant bluish light, and her entire body began to change.
What do you think of the chapter? I think I'd give it a 10, but that's my humble opinion. After this chapter we refer to Meng Meiling with she/her.