'Guess it all worked out in a sense.'
In fact, I was ready to give some more time for Trisha to get ready, for her to reach that stage where she would willingly accept and use this forbidden power that was given to her, though in a sense I also calculated that perhaps she would do it when she met me again too.
There was a controlled reason for why I did what I did, the visions, dreams, feelings, and emotions all that played into Trisha's mind showed my loneliness, the hard life I went through, the things I lost, and mainly the feelings of alienation that I feel, the emotions as if no one would be able to understand me.