Maya sighs giving him the Bow back "I cannot do this...".
'Seems...I am used to be a mere commoner...'.
She gasps nervously and turns back in defeat 'Am I used to be an illiterate already? Why am I suddenly scared? What if I cannot learn anymore? What if I fail in learning? I could not even remember few new names these days. I think...I should let it be..but..No...I want to learn Archery..but why am I suddenly scared of learning?'.
She is in the stage of her life in which she is already used to being a mere commoner. She is scared of her sudden freedom of learning as she is not accustomed to it for now.
She feels like a prisoner who had lived her entire life in prison and suddenly thrown out of the prison.
Just like how a fish struggles when it has been thrown on the land! This whole new world is not a very comfortable circumstance for her. At least not for now.