Next means Next .

I woke up the next morning feeling wrapped inside a strong built body .

I raised my head up and looked with sleepy eyes to find KENNETH still sleeping bit holding me so tight as if I would run away or something.

Last night was so fun and amazing . we had a lot of each other , but surely we didn't make love , because I wasn't ready for it . I still wasn't ready to give my self or become someone else's full property if that makes sense .

I know Kenneth and i know the feelings i have for him are so strong and I trust him now .

but still I feel a lot of other things . like missing parts of me are still lost out there and I can't find them yet , and there are still a lot of things I'm curious about and I feel like KENNETH and all of surroundings are hiding from me .

so I have to find a way on my own to Know .

I tried to get away from Kenneth's strong hold around me and the moment I started to get away a little bit he then tightened his hold even more and inhaled his head in my hair leaving me no escape .

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it was already Noon and me and Kenneth were still in bed .

I felt like the day was such a waste and I couldn't do anything productive .

as if Kenneth knew my plans about going out and finding lost parts and hiding truths on my own so he slept half the day keeping me trapped inside his arms .

grandmother called us for lunch , so he finally woke up .

we took a quick shower separately , for sure I went first and went down were grandmother and Adam sat on the table waiting for us .

grandmother didn't let any of us start eating until Prince Kenneth came down and sat with us on the table .

grandmother was treating us in such a prejudice was . she was so into Kenneth and treated him in such a fancy way .

we ate lunch all together and then I went and helped grandmother clean the dishes so at least I could run away from Kenneth's eyes sneaking on me all the time .

I sent Adam a message and asked him to distract Kenneth for a bit and he didn't hesitate a bit to start .

knowing that Adam had been so hating the attention Kenneth was getting so I knew he would help me with that since he wasn't liking him that much , plus I know my brother Adam for so long and we would always help each other sneak out the house without grandmother's attention .

the game started and Adam was doing so good distracting Kenneth .

I made sure grandmother was in her room and took my jacket and went out quickly .

I had to go walking and leave my car so Kenneth wouldn't hear it or suspect anything .

as soon as I was away from home I called Jenny and asked her to meet . she agreed and chose to meet on uncle Gee's restaurant .

i was on the car's station waiting for a Taxi .

few minutes passed and no taxi came .

I kept waiting until a tall strong figure appeared in front of me and said :

_ I See u wondering around without your Mate ? or was he not enough for you ?

and as soon as our eyes met I knew I was in trouble .

it was him again . It was Audra in his flesh .