Aunts and Disappointing Lovers

In summary,

Penelope was previously the individual who expressed uncertainty regarding the awareness of your existence, a comment afterwards corroborated by the other characters. In the event that the father neglected to disclose the information to her, it is plausible that he did so with the intention of safeguarding all parties concerned. Prior to commencing the task at hand, she engaged in several deep breathes. Upon realising that the Central Intelligence Agency had contacted me regarding your mother's situation, I found myself preoccupied with various tasks, so explaining my busyness on the preceding day.

Could you please clarify your statement? The narrator expresses a contrasting viewpoint by stating, "No, now not at all!" in the first person. Tears welled up in my eyes.