Chapter 11

Riege didn't say anything. He kept his gaze on me as i continued talking. I notice his smiling at me mockingly.

"I just want to say sorry and promise that i won't act that way again. Just.... Please give me a second chance to be part of Macau shoot. My modeling agency informed me....." i paused for a while and swallowed something in my throat.

"The agency told me that you withdrew your offer. Riege please i' m begging you for this second chance. Just..... Just bring me back to the line up. I will do anything. Everything i can just for you to bring me back there."

I saw his lips slowly rose for a smile as he heard me pleading.

" Riege are you listening? Can you hear me? If you will give this chance then i will consider it as a big debt of gratitude from you. "

I breath heavily. I stop from talking because it seemed i lost something to say.

That was enough right? I have said already what i wanted to say.i begged and pleaded. I set aside my pride in front of him. Just to get the job again.

I need to do this now or never.

Mike was just outside of the building and waiting for me. Carrying a knife in his hands.

Shit! he's a jerk! A bastard jerk. He's just waiting for the opportunity to use the knife on me.

"How grateful of you, then?" Riege finally spoke for a question. But i felt something wrong from the tone of his voice.

I looked at him straight in the eyes. I didn't get what he meant. Alright. I want to clarify it. But, when i was about to ask him, i already knew what he really meant.

I stopped what i was about to say and remained myself silent.

Did he get me? Shit! Do i need to start where i started lately?

Did he understood what i'm talking about?

I need him to understand me! Shit! Mike was just out there! Waiting for me and willing to destroy my life if i can't give him anything!

"Huge thanks? Really?"

He added. The only thing after everything i told him. And after all the tensions i had here.

I wanted to curse myself. It seems like every part of my body rebelling because of the pleading i made in front of him.

I almost knelt for a second chance because i knew that one more word from me and everything will ruined.

Mike is sick. I knew he can hurt me helplessly like how he hurt jenny. Shit!

I put down the glass i was holding while not taking off my eyes on him.

I couldn't read his facial expression but i can feel the coldness from his stares.

I almost gasped as i waited for his answer. Riege answer could either can save me or put me in danger.

I can't move to where i stand. I closed my eyes firmly and took a deep breath. I can't do anything but to look back in his eyes.

His eyes that were looked dominating before but now it seems like an eyes of a wild animal which ready to fight.

If his intense gaze can knock me down, i might probably fell down on the floor already.

I shuddered even more when he step forward and slowly walking towards me while his eyes never left mine. What the hell is he doing?

When he reached for me,he used to stand behind my back.

I swallowed hard when he gently caressed my hair that caused me to get even more nervous.

I felt like there was something hot from the inside of my body and about to emerge.

I tried to hold back my breath but i can't. My breath spontaneously came out. Shit.!

His hand traveled from the top of my head down to the tip of my ear until i felt the warmth of his palm touching my shoulder.

He slightly moved his lips closer to my ears and whispered something which causing me to close my eyes intently as i felt the tickling sensation from the heat of his warmth breath into my skin.

I felt dizzy of his touch. Shit!

"Do you want what i did? Hmmm?" he said and gently kissed my neck while standing beside my back.

I heard him moaned after he gave a kiss to my neck. I felt horny this time. Really.

I raised my head to give him access on kissing my neck even more.

Shit! Ohh! Shit! This is heaven!

I was exhausted when i felt his soft lips kissing my soft skin. It's like some electrifying voltage running out.

I felt so hot down there.

Riege's soft hand continued caressing my back and stopped at the lock part of my bra.

He started playing the lock and caressed gently the skin under on it. He teasingly tried to open but he didn't.

Shit! I felt something heat inside my body. I felt like i'm going crazy with his seductive touched. His warmth hands made me feel this way.

"How grateful of you? Is this how grateful of you?" his face darkened as he said those words.

"Or this? Do you like this?"

He pushed me and i can't barely answer. I want to feel him more. I want to feel his touch even more. Ohhh! Shit!

His fingers started caressing my jaw. His now facing me. Looking at my body with full of desire while his jaw dropped.

I swallowed hard again when i saw lust in his look. He bent down and reached for the collar of my blouse. What is he going to do? Is he....

He reached the first button of my blouse. Shit? I'm trembled.

I continued watching him as he bend down his head and slowly unbutton ed my blouse using only his right hand and while the other were holding the lower side of my hips.

"Riege." i called his attention. But he didn't utter any words.

He successfully removed the first button of my blouse. I took a deep breath when i saw him bit his lips as he lustly stared the slight exposed of my chest.

I saw how his adam's apple went up and down and swallowed hard. Shit!

Lord stop this! My head spinning and can't almost see clearly. I feel like i'm drowning.

"Fuck!" he muttered a loud cursed.

I looked down at the front side of his pants and heard him cursed even more.

I am not inoscent about this. I knew what he felt. And i knew what's going on inside his pants. Is this how i affects him?

I watched some porn videos several times.yeah. So i knew what was the thing bulging inside his pants.

He looked the direction where i was looking at, and immediately turned back his gaze on me.

We locked our eyes together when our gaze met. And didn't expect the next thing he did.

He held my nape closer to him and kissed my lips harshly.

I didn't response his kiss right away. I want to feel him more and kiss me more.

I closed my eyes gently when i felt his soft lips started to kiss and sucked mine.

His kisses was full of intense. Like a hungry baby wanting for more milk.

He bit my lower lip causing me to open my mouth and give him access to give a deep kisses. He inserted his togue to make our kisses more intensely hot. Shit.

It felt good to be kissed by someone. Someone like Riege Del Rio.

I never been into kissing. This is my first time. My first kiss with Riege.

His kisses went down to my neck and back to my lips which made me feel even more hotter.

His other hand reached my other breast and squeezed it. Ohhh! Shit!! Ohhh! This is heaven.

He reached my other hand as he continued what he's been doing to my breast and put it in front of his bulging pants.

I felt his growing manhood and touched it softly. Up and down. Again and again. Even if it still covered with his pants i dont mind it. I continued caressing his mandhood.

Riege cursed loudly for what i did. It felt good hearing him cursed. So damn good.

Now i know how to feel being kissed and being touched.

I stopped meditating when he stopped giving pleasure. I looked at him and felt like i was drenched from a cold water when i saw his devilish and mocking smile.

"That was good!" what the hell? It seemed like my world stopped when i heard what he said.

He reached for my lower lips and caressed it softly using his index finger.

He withdrew his hand from holding my hips and turned away from me.

He put distance between us. And gave me a mad looked.

"With the beauty and well-shaped body of you that you want to give on me as a gift in exchange of work is...." he thrilled off. He looked at me from head to toe and gave me a heavy looked.

What? What did he just say? Is he rejecting me?

"i will not give you the job that you dreamed of."

I was shocked. What the hell? Seriously? After he kissed me? After i saw how i could affect on him? Like, what hella happening!?

What does that kiss for? My mouth half open when i looked at him straight in the eyes.

My eyes widened. If only o could ask the ground to feed me down because of embarassment, i May have done it earlier.

What the hell? Why did i let him kissed me? I was under the spell of his kisses.

Shit! What have i done? Why did i let him do that in me? He kissed me!

I don't even thinking the consequences of my desperation.

"I don't have interest to bed a trash like you! A woman who can give herself for her ambition!"

Riege's words pierced my heart like a dagger. The feeling is too painful to bare.

The side of my eyes filled with tears but i held it back so it won't fell down.

I am truly hurt till the depts of the ocean.

This is gonna be tha last time you'll gonna see me Riege Del Rio.

"What can you call to a woman who willingly tried to give herself for her ambition? Isn't it a whore? You're a whore! A low class whore!"

"Is that really how you think of me?" i lost a words to say. I felt tired from what he said. I felt tired for everything. I felt so low and pathetic.

"Do you think i will just bed any woman for pleasure? I am not that shallow even if it's you. The one who's willing to be used!"

I couldn't breath in pain. Too much pain for this! Too deep to bare. It's like a dagger that stabbed in me.

My tears fell down. I bit my lips to stop it from dropping but it didn't.

I was too hurt upon hearing those insults he uttered in front of me.

I remembered the documents i read about my mother and grandma.

Prostitute.... Alcoholic....

It's as if i woke up from a long, deep sleep and suddenly felt hatred for Riege.

This could be the last and first time that i asked a favor to some. I won't ask it again especially from him.

I don't want to hurt myself too much.

I wiped my tears harshly using my trembling hand to stop from fallen and looked at him angrily.

I hate this Del Rio! I hate him! He's rude and ruthless!

Riege is one of a hella beast! I wanted to retaliate hurtful words for him so he woukd know how i felt hurt right now and then.

I know it's pointless to do that but what should i do.?

I kept myslef calm. I will let him think what he has wanted to think about me. I knew from the very beginning since the first time we met that all his opinions about me was negative.

"You don't know me Riege. You don't know me very well but the way how you insulted me it's like you've known me since childhood. Is that how Del Rio think?"

I calmly asked him. I hold back my tears. I want to prove a point but i know its useless. This time! I'm so damn tired of everything. I'm tired of arguing.

I'm tired of proving myself.

He laughed at me with violence. The tone of his voice was full of insults. And i knew it was for me.

"You came hereat my own condo at this late in the evening! Willing to prove yourself so that i will give back the job you want! And you'll deny it!? Really!? Why!? Because i rejected you!? You... You deserved to be rejected!" he madly stated.

"You were the one who approached me first Riege if you could just remember!" i reminded him.

"To give you a lesson! Did you think that i am that easy to use? No one can use me! I won't let you do that! I won't anybody use me!" his jaw dropped after shouted at me.

"Get out of my room!.. Out...!"

My eyes widened of what i heard. Get out?

God! I can't get out from here! No! Mike is just outside! His state of mind was crucial.

If i won't give him something, i might really get hurt from him.! No! I knew he won't hesitate to burry the knife on my face!

I was trembled and nervous.

I looked at Riege again and saw his anger intensified even more. Shit! This is worst!

Without second thought, i reach for his chest and punched it. I punched him so hard. Extreme resentment and anger.

I clenched my fist and gave him a punched even more. Shit this Del Rio!