Athena had her eyes closed and a tear was falling down her cheek from her closed eyes and thinking how wrong she was to keep Rachel in the town.
She was thinking about how she was taking care of her sister for the past couple of years and she didn't want to risk breaking her heart in front of her again.
In her thoughts she was wondering why she was being selfish. If her parents were still alive, she would be happy and her parents would agree to let her go anywhere in the world. She would've been happy to have lived in different places and have different experiences.
She would be happy to have lived her life without her dark past. She would be happy to have had a different future.
Her parents were always there for her no matter what. She could have felt safe around them and they would have taken very good care of her. But, unfortunately...