Hot enough ?

I can't imagine Matty ever looking bashful. And now I have seen it all. He's standing next to me as I pick out my costume for the party. I've got a white super short dress sorted which will already look great but to go with it I'm buying a halo and some wings and maybe even some stockings. The dress is short enough to show them off.

I also end up getting a suspender belt which is white to wear under my dress which will hold up my stockings that are nude on the leg but have white lace tops and a tiny white bow on the back.

Matty puts his arm around me and whispers in my ear "this is killing me. I think you're going to have to show me how this all looks before the party"

"Of course babe" I tell him sweetly.

I take him through the lingerie section and pick up a few sets to buy. Each one he eyes and smiles at me happily. He looks particularly excited about a red and black lace bra and thong set that I'm buying.

We then stumble into the sex toys section somewhat by accident.

"And you're telling me your curling wand doesn't look like a dildo" he says to me laughing.

"Okay I can see a slight resemblance. I guess" I say blushing.

I've never tried sex toys, I haven't really explored anything like that before. Matty eyes handcuffs, I ask if he wants to give it a go. I'm definitely not opposed to him having me secured to his bed or me securing him to it for that matter. We bag them.

We go to the till and pay it's not awkward at all apart from the shop clerk staring at Matty. He completely ignores her, and pays for the stuff again.

"I want to take you so bad right now" he tells me when we're back in the car.

I flush bright red.

"Want me to give you a quickie in the car" I laugh

"Taylor! Don't say that shit to me I might actually take you up on the offer" he says

I wink at him.

We drive off before either of us start touching the other.

Matty stops of at the store and we do the most mundane thing we've done together. We get food shopping. Surprisingly I actually enjoy it, it's not like going with my mum to the store. I insist that I pay this time.

"So this is our first food shop together" Matty says laughing.

"I guess it is" I tell him. I buy lots I'm planning on impressing him by cooking him a curry tonight.

I also manage to top up on bubble bath and soap and moisturiser all of that girl stuff. He sniffs them all making me laugh.

By the time we're finished doing all of our shopping we head back home. We couldn't possibly cram anymore into the 4x4 if we tried. I start smiling uncontrollably in the car, as it hits me. We're going home together, not just back to Matty's. He turns to me and asks "what are you smiling about?".

"I'm smiling because this is the first time you're taking me home, like as in officially" I say to him.

He smiles broadly.

"Feels good right babe" he says lighting up a cigarette and cranking his window down a touch.

He has a few pulls and then passes it to me.

"Not only do I obviously love you Tay, but you're literally good for my health." He laughs

"What I mean is normally I would be out all of the time, drinking and smoking. But with you around I don't even feel like doing that shit" he explains

"I know babe, but you are having a drink with me tonight right" I ask him. He chuckles and tells me of course.

I feel like maybe we're actually beginning to grow up together. I positively feel like a young women. Buying food shopping and IKEA furniture.

Once we're back I start taking in the food bags and putting stuff away. Matty focuses on the furniture and puts together my new chest of drawers. He's quite the handyman. He gets it done without the instructions and all on his own. He only swears at it a few times.

When he comes back down I've changed into one of his button up shirts that's like a dress on me, it does look quite cute I must admit. It's blue and white check and it exposes the tops of my thighs. I decided to keep on my hold ups just because I can. Ive also tied up half of my hair into a high curly ponytail. I've got the radio on in the kitchen and I'm making curry for us.

He leans in the doorway to the kitchen and as I turn around I flush red.

"How long have you been lurking there" I ask him

"Long enough to hear you singing along to nirvana babe oh and Avril Lavigne and maroon five" he laughs.

"Honestly though you have real talent. Unlike me, you're blessed with an amazing voice" he says approaching me and wrapping his arms around my waist from behind.

His hands travel to my thighs under his shirt.

"This shirt mine too?" He asks.

I nod.

"Looks better on you" he kisses my neck.

His hands finger my hold ups playing with them.

"I think I must be the luckiest damn guy alive" he smiles.

"I'm trying to cook you one of my amazing curry's so don't distract me too much" I say turning around and facing him.

He smiles "I can't promise you that sorry"

"You look too damn hot in my shirt" he says.

He bites his lip, looking down at me. I left some of the buttons undone on purpose.

Seeing my expression he chuckles and then pours me another glass of wine in one of our new glasses.

He then busies himself making his own drink and rolling up a smoke. He sits at the table behind me watching me cook.

I feel oddly relaxed with him in the kitchen. I plate up the rice first and then I instruct him to come over and taste the curry. He obliges and I spoon some into his mouth.

"Hot enough?" I ask him.

"Perfect" he says smiling. Hand instantly going under the my shirt again.

Once he's seated again I plate up his food and put it in front of him. I collect his glass and make him another drink. I turn the music down just a touch.

I make sure I lean over him to give him his drink. Maybe I'm milking this just a little but I figure it won't hurt. I do like it when he watches me like that.

I finally sit down and the look he gives me makes it all worth it.

"Thanks babe" he says winking at me.