Scolding or Spoiling
It was kind of unexpected that I ended up overthinking about obvious things that I set aside again and to top it all off, Satsuki pulled me out of it.
No, it’s probably not unexpected but I failed to restrain my mind to veer off towards that direction.
In any case, what I thought about was the bare truth of this entire situation. I might be who they love today or even in the future. But at the same time, I was also the one who would continue to bring them pain because of how they all decided to endure this situation with me.
Most likely, some or most of them had already realized that point but still decided to turn a blind eye to it.
Just like how I was all this time...
It just so happened that seeing them getting along with each other right in front of me as well as seeing the girls who initially didn’t want to get involved with my other girls going out of their way to do it for me made me somewhat emotional.