Bei Sangyun was silent for a long time. Her gaze was distant as she recalled the past.
"...Lin Fei is very different from the rest of the Lin family. When I was young, we were actually close. Perhaps because we both grew up in a poor environment, we found a sense of camaraderie. He took care of me when I first arrived. It took me quite some time to adjust to the Lin family. It was thanks to him that I managed to adapt. So...I am quite grateful to him but..."
Bei Sangyun's gaze lowered. "...at the same time, I despised him."
She despised him for what she had become. But now, thinking back, if it hadn't been for him back then, she might not have survived for long.
No one was on her side back then. It was only Lin Fei who reached out to her and taught her most of what she knew. However, his ways were a bit twisted. So she naturally grew up twisted.