33| cries (pt.3)

Melinoe

"I try to hold it in tonight" -Ariana Grande, Ghost in

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"I'm back." I whispered. "Oh I've missed you so much Ma."

"You know, this day I miss you the most because I feel I'd know exactly how you'd feel right now and all the things you could say. On this day is when I really need to see you, I saw you but you left to early this morning. I haven't even gotten a chance to talk to papa or Ika. But as soon as I get home, I promise I'll tell them. Oh but mom in just a few hours I'll be getting married to him. It's 9pm, and it's pretty clear that I never got my any beauty sleep because I look like an absolute mess."