Chilling in the omniverse as an observer

I had died, pang. Just like that.

It was fast and without any prompt of reason, I had felt pain in the back of my neck and then nothing.

Then it was just non-existence, like between falling asleep and waking up. That point where you don't dream and time feels like it passed by instantly.

It was dark, but not due to darkness just nothing and an absence of time passing.

I can't even say I knew anything or experienced anything. It's like how I'd imagine a computer without power would feel, or a computer without any programs would feel.

It's weird but its how it was, it was like this for what I can only assume to be seconds then I recognised that I was. That I existed, it was still non existence and I still didn't know when or if time passed but I knew that I existed and that was enough.

Time passed, at least it felt like it. I didn't know anything, I was dead to be sure but that was it. Was I a soul floating through eternity, if so why was I special, why did I regain understanding of the fact I existed.

If I was a soul that would mean the supernatural existed, but even then how was I functioning without a brain.

The brain is what makes us who we are, synapses firing, neural connections in the brain without a brain you'd be unable to think. Even if everyone had a soul the brain is what makes us who we are.

Maybe my time in undeath, or eternity or whatever this was had allowed my brain functions to imprint on my soul or something equally implausible.

If so would that mean I would be able to live or function even if I was to somehow able to find my old dead body. Since I can function as just a soul the body wouldn't matter.

Whatever the case I can't move or do anything. Not even see or feel things around me as I am probably just a soul floating through the void.

Time passes once again.

Even through non-existence I knew time had passed which can only mean one thing. I had been like this for a long ass time.

Like billions of years or more long. I had begun to wonder if the universe had imploded and another big bang had happened. And if so maybe it's happened multiple times.

Only reason I thought this was due to the fact that I had felt or seen or in some way sensed something big occuring at least a few hundred times or more. 

Like the way you feel when you are still asleep but someone does something near you which causes you to know something is happening.

I knew there was something amd each time it happened it felt like it affected me in some way.

More time goes by, by this point if my thoughts were correct the universe must have restarted more times than I can count.

By that I mean up in the googolplex squared by googolplex.

Just uncountable numbers of times.

I was till just here, I don't understand anything. I also don't understand how I haven't last my mind. It's really strange. Any other creature would have gone insane at this point. But not me.

Guess being a soul has it's upsides, like not going mental from eternity in isolation.

Then it happened, this time it wasn't like the others. It was as if I had became a stellar object, a super massive black hole or something. I felt a pull that came from me and I began to recognise all which was around me or outside of me. That which wasn't me. And they all became part of me.

After the first I understood what it was, they were souls.

Uncountable numbers, but only the strongest shone the brightest.

Yet none of them had any will, they didn't regain or keep hold of themselves. They were just empty shells, there were memories in them, but nothing else. Only the strongest ones, those with the most will when alive kept their memories. The rest were empty husks without anything in them.

Afte I finished I could feel a strong presence.

Presence wouldn't be the right word, as when I looked at it I would rather say corpse.

It was a being that spanned all of existence and from the looks of things this being which seems unbreakable or undestroyable has somehow managed to kill itself.

It had committed suicide.

I don't know why it had done as such but I felt a pull from it. To which I responded by doing the same I had to the other souls and absorbing it.

It took time, but that I had.

So eon by eon, uncountable by uncountable I did it. It took more time than anything had ever taken at any point in the existence of existence but I had done it.

I had now became one with what I can only assume to be god. The creator of everything.

After everything was done, I was massive. Much bigger than the creator itself. Which I didn't like much, so I compresses myself. It was grueling, as long if not longer than my task of absorbing the creator but I had done it. 

Now I was smaller than even the smallest of things, I was smaller than even the smallest of subatomic particles. I couldn't even in theory become smaller as if I become any smaller then I could possibly die. Well not die but there would be nothing holding me together. I was already everywhere all at once all the time from beginning to the end of time.

I didn't really care to care about all of that and instead focused on myself and my power. I was already god, and from what I know of the gods memories most of human ideas of the multiverse or omniverse are wrong.

There was just existence, there was just our universe ever expanding. Sure there was more outside of our universe but its mostly left over matter from the previous implosions. After god had died the universe kept recreating itself but each time there was less material to make use of.

As I was a powerful as infinity infinite amounts of time with infinity too boot as many infinite times one can imagine I came up with an idea.

If there wasn't any thing besides this place why not create it.

Just create an infinite omniverse with infinite multiverses spanning it.

Just have a governing all powerful god within each of the multiverses and something akin to the sourcewall around each multiverse to more or less keep them contained. And of course I'll put an equivalent of a source wall for beings I have creates and not created that will instantly remove beings that aren't me trying to enter or exit the omniverse. Which would be impossible as the omniverse is more infinite than anything and spans all that is and isn't.

But even then the omniverse isn't more than an atom in size compared to my real body.

Just a single thought and it came to be.

But it lacked, and as such I gave it volume. Infinity on all sides, with the possibility of multiple omniverses all of different a natures.

I took to creating the omniverse and its many variants from the collective unconscious of all iterations of reality but mostly from the reality I was born into when I was alive.

And as such I created it all, it had everything ranging from the common like comics, manga and movies to the uncommon such as written works and even thoughts/dreams.

It was all encompassing.

Beings started to prop up within the multiverses and omniverse.

All strong in their own right but by proxy they were a part of me. And so they were a part of my body, of my soul.

If you were to compare it to anything it would be the blind idiot god from lovecraft who also exists within the many variations of the omniverse. Only difference is that I can control my powers and visit the worlds as they are a part of me.

A dream which became real and which I was in control of completely.

But I would rather just let things be and enjoy this. Like an infinite amount of movies and fiction, from all which has ever been thought of on to completion.

((at this point I have no clue where to go with this, made it because I wanted to try my hand at fanfictiom where the mc is just an ultimate god type being with no being able to even lift a finger against him.

I wanted the mc to just go multiverse or fiction media universe to universe just meeting characters having fun and interacting with whom ever.

From anime to comic books, cthulus mythos or book characters and whatever.

Becoming frienda with villains and just doing whatever and if things go wrong just rewing everything in that verse to before you visited.

Maybe explore the, invincible, marvel, dc, cthulu mythos verse. Because as some of ya know those verses are connected.

Anyway, its an idea and anyone is free to use it of they want. I just wanted to give it a try but didn't know where to take the story.

Maybe have the mc go around the cerses like a hermit or a homeless man experiencing the world as it is.

The bad, the good and the down right terrible or have the mc experience the world lore, exploring the setting or some such.))