2 months later.....
I couldn't sleep...I couldn't think...I couldn't feel...without seeing Otsuki in my head. Everywhere I looked I saw her...I...hated it. Loved it. Otsuki is all I need, Otsuki is all I want. Otsuki. Otsuki. Otsuki. Otsuki. Otsuki Otsuki Otsuki Otsuki Otsuki Otsuki Otsuki Otsuki Otsuki Otsuki Otsuki Otsuki Otsuki Otsuki Otsuki Otsuki Otsuki Otsuki Otsuki Otsuki Otsuki Otsuki Otsuki Otsuki Otsuki Otsuki Otsuki Otsuki Otsuki Otsuki....
"All you need is me...Senpai."
I sat up quickly and panted quickly. I looked around and held my head, giving a light chuckle.
"I'm going insane..." I said and got up then put on some clothes.
I quietly walked downstairs and saw Tsubami sleeping on the couch. There was cartoons playing on the TV. I quietly exited the house and locked the door behind me.
It was late at night...the train doesn't run this late. I didn't know where to go. I walked to the train station anyway. I walked alone in the cold night, hoping I could clear my head of all the...hallucinations that was happening to me. I looked at the empty seats and sat down. The cold breeze hit upon my face. I closed my eyes and felt a hand touch my shoulder. I looked up and saw Otsuki standing in front of me. She sat beside me and looked out into the distance.
"What's a girl like you doing here?" I asked.
"I could ask you the same...except change girl into boy and repeat the question." Otsuki responded and looked at me.
I avoided eye contact. She scooted closer and touched my leg then rubbed up my leg. Her touch was sensual...She made me look at her. She leaned forward and kissed my lips. My body didn't want to pull away. I was already so drawn into the kiss...I just...let it happen. She pulled back and smiled.
'Now you're mine...but I know she didn't steal your virginity. I'll be the first to do the honors.' Otsuki thought to herself.
"Motosaki...Let's go back to my place...it's cold out here." Otsuki said then held my arm.
I wanted to say no, but my body refused to reject her. I stood up and allowed her to take me to her house. Otsuki smiled and walked ahead with my hand in hers.
...
Otsuki and I walked into her house and we began to kiss deeply. She closed the door behind her then pulled me to the couch. She laid me on the couch and sat on top of me then began to take her shirt off. She took off her bra and tossed it aside. I reached up and gripped her breasts. She looked at me lustfully and bit her bottom lip. She had a little smirk on her face.
"Feels nice doesn't it..~" She giggled.
"Yeah they do.." I responded and squeezed her breast.
She let out a moan and moved her hips along the crotch of my pants. I held her hips, wanting her more and more. I began to get impatient and ripped her skirt off. I laid her down on the couch.
"Oh~ Mmm~ I didn't know you could be so rough~" Otsuki smiled and wrapped her arms around my neck.
I unbuckled my belt and unbuttoned my pants then took off my pants and boxers. I pulled her panties down then pressed the tip of my cock against the opening of her pussy. She braced herself for me to enter inside her. She closed her eyes tightly then I pushed my cock inside her tight opening. She made a high-pitched noise then moaned loudly.
"Fuck~ I've been wanting this since forever!~" Otsuki moaned and looked up at me.
I held her hips and began thrusting. She gasped and held me tighter. Her face was extremely red. She whined as I thrusted.
"S-So good!~ Don't stop senpai!~" She moaned and begged.
I began to thrust harder and faster. Her breathing became ragged and groaned with pleasure. I felt the tip of my cock hitting against her womb. She held me tighter and cried out in pleasure.
"Ahhh!~ Oh god!~ Mmmnnah!~" Otsuki cried and panted.
Her hips began to move to match my pace. I began to pant and moan as well. The more I fucked her, the tighter her pussy became. I sat on the couch and pulled her on top of me. I held under her thighs and began to thrust again. Her arms wrapped around my neck more.
"Mmmmm!!~ Ahhhhn!~" She let out a long moan and nuzzled me.
"I can't...hold it anymore..!" I panted.
"Cum inside me~ Please~ Make me yours!~" Otsuki begged.
I grunted and groaned then held her hips tightly as I came inside her. She moaned loudly and her body shook. We both relaxed and panted heavily.
"...I love you, Senpai.." Otsuki smiled.
"...I love you too, Otsuki." I responded as I held her.
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The sense of guilt began to build up inside me. I was dating Tsubami...and I just had sex with her cousin! Someone she hates...All the pleasure I felt in those few short minutes...vanished all in an instant when reality set in. I..cheated on Tsubami.
Even after realizing the error of my ways...My body kept asking for Otsuki even though my heart wanted Tsubami.
Before I knew it...I had sex with Otsuki the next day...and the day after that...the day after...for five days straight, I was having sex with Otsuki. I could not resist Otsuki and her love. Her dark...twisted love...I was drawn into her beauty, her mystery...her insanity.
....
I knocked on Aisha's door and she opened it then I hugged her the moment I saw her. She looked at me worried. I was soaking wet from the rain and took me inside. She went to get me a towel and some tea. She came back and wrapped a towel over my body then walked into the kitchen to make tea.
A few minutes went by and she came back with a cup of tea. She handed it to me and I took it slowly. "What's the matter? You and Tsubami had a fight?" Aisha asked.
I shook my head. "Aisha...I uh...I cheated on Tsubami.."
"You what?! With who?!" Aisha looked surprised.
"Otsuki.." I responded. "I'm so fucking stupid! I love Tsubami, she's my girlfriend...but my body couldn't resist Otsuki. No matter what I did...day after day I find myself at Otsuki's house...having sex with her."
"Motosaki..." Aisha looked at me worried and sighed. "How are you going to tell Tsubami?"
"I don't know...but I know I have to tell her. The guilt is eating me alive." I sighed. "I even said I love you back to Otsuki like a dumbass.."
"If you tell her and you get kicked out...I am always here for you." Aisha smiled. "You can live with me again."
I looked at Aisha and smiled then nodded. "Thank you.."
.....
...I never told her. Better yet...I didn't need to tell her. It showed whenever me and Tsubami kept trying to get intimate with one another. She knew something was wrong with me...every time I kept trying to get close to her, my body repelled her.
"Motosaki.." Tsubami looked at me seriously. "What is wrong, you never reject my kisses.."
I looked at her then opened my mouth to speak, but nothing came out. I began to breathe heavily and grip my chest. The guilt became overbearing. "T-Tsubami...I'm sorry.."
She looked at me then the sudden realization hit her. She looked at me heartbroken. "No.."
"Yeah...with Otsuki...for five days straight. No matter how much I resisted...she kept pulling-"
Tsubami slapped my face and looked at me with sadness and anger. "How could you..? How could you cheat on me?!"
I knew this would happen...I didn't even try to explain myself. She screamed at me then told me to pack my stuff and get out. I did as she asked. There wasn't much else I could do. I left her house as I got my bags ready.
I walked off with my bags in hand. I walked in the cold rain. My hair covered my eyes. I was all on my own with my luggage and a broken heart.
....
I sat under a tree and looked through old pictures on my phone of me and Tsubami when we were on dates. "Heh...pretty convenient timing. Tomorrow was our three month anniversary. What the fuck is wrong with me..?"
I sighed and gripped my hair then set my phone on the ground then heard footsteps coming my way. I looked up and saw Otsuki looking down at me.
"She kicked you out just like that huh..? Shame." She smirked. "I guess she didn't really love you huh, sen-pai~"
"This...is all your fault!" I yelled and stood up then gripped her neck. "My life was better before I met you!"
I looked at her then let her neck go. I sighed and looked down. Otsuki looked at me then held my hand. "I know you're mad..but in the end...all you need is me."
I grit my teeth then pushed her away. "You ruined my life...and you're the one...who killed Naomi!"
"Naomi?" Otsuki giggled and laughed like a maniac. "Naomi Moji, that fucking slut deserved it. She got in the way between you and me! Now Senpai~ Come back with me..."
"No...I'm moving back in with Aisha.." I said then picked up my luggage then walked off.
"You just made a mistake...an irreversible one." Otsuki smirked.