Nothing in this country.

Minghao laughed, "What happened after 6 months then?"

"In fact, three months had not passed until everyone refused to compete with her, so she won the bet and became the owner of the academy, but she made someone manage it. She changed many things as well, but she is not one of the first or those who have a certificate of genius because it was said that her knowledge in other matters is not clear."

"Her strength and wisdom are very sufficient in my opinion..."

Tianyang nodded, "Indeed..."

.....

I seemed to see something gray outside the door, so I ran out, thinking it was Yue Yun.

I kept following the shadow I spotted to the main street, which was crowded and cheerful, sometimes wondering if their lives were so happy, or if they were clinging to anything even small to laugh.

I kept looking around, in the middle of the crowd, I looked beside me, seeing away, in the middle of the crowd, a girl with gray hair with bangs and short up to her ear, and violet eyes, she looked at me without any emotions and then smiled, when I almost reached her, she disappeared into the air.

Then I walked into a very empty alley. I walked and walked until I reached a house from which a faint gray air came out. It reminded me of the day I followed a beautiful melody but it ended up being a nightmare. When I entered, I found a woman standing, her hair gray with black streaks. When i approached and stood next to her, she was... With her eyes covered,

Shushin laughed, "You are really too many…"

She smiled, "I don't know who you mean, but you are probably wrong. Whoever guided you here is not a friend but an enemy."

"I know... aren't you also enemy?"

She smiled as if she was content not to answer.

"Why do you cover your eyes anyway? I know someone who covers his eyes like you."

"Let me guess who he is...Prince Shi Jin?" she said.

"Huh? How did you know?????"

The woman laughed, "Oh, I haven't changed my blindfold for a long time. Maybe that's why it doesn't completely suppress my power. I can tell parts of your memories."

Shushin moved away from her a little, while the woman kept smiling. Shushin laughed strangely, "Why would you even need a skill like that?"

"Hmm, dead people are of no use to their relationships, their money, or even their sweetest things, so all that remains is the memory. If they take away their miserable and beautiful memories, especially at a moment when they are pathetic no matter what they have achieved in their lives, the last thing they can think about and hold on to is Their memories, so I see them, hear them, feel them, and remember them. Then I take them, and send them away, to a world where they can make better memories. Memories tailored to whoever they once were."

"Oh...what a beautiful, sad thing... I guess I already know your origin."

"Human life is so fragile, right? Even its beauty is haunting for a reason. I can't help but shed tears looking at life and observing it from afar. Speaking of which, aren't you tired of observing the world from above, instead of immersing yourself in it?" the women said.

Shushin looked at her, "Stop peeping into my memories, isn't that against the rules??"

The woman laughed, "Sorry, sorry, I can't help but want to. Look inside you, that story in your heart seems... exciting and painful. The same feeling I feel when I look at the moon. It's far away and beautiful... but its beauty is useless."

"What a very nice thing, for someone to tell me that I am useless."

"I didn't say that..",

"Yes, but you're mean anyway."

"Let the world be filled with red roses, and pray to the Lord to forgive and forgive. And to bring back their souls, even in a dream."

Shushin looked at her, "What are you saying?"

"Do not wish to touch their wings and help them leave."

Shushin sighed, "I don't really understand what you're saying... but it seems like something important."

The woman smiled, "I see the specter of death hovering around you. It smells just like you. If music ever shakes your soul, run away."

"At least say some coherent words."

"Aren't you coming back to the party? Shushin."

"Aren't you supposed to come too?"

"No, my appearance is striking and strange, and no one would notice if I were gone."

Shushin laughed lightly, "Me too..."

I sat and thought...

In another world, me, Xiu Jing, and Yu zhu, Immortals, we do not know poverty or pain, optimistic and happy. in front of the lake in the residence, Xiu Jing stands at the beginning of the path, guiding souls to the profound world, I am halfway there, teaching them how to live, Yu zhu is at the end of the road, taking them by the hand to leave for a more merciful and just place. We bid farewell to them, and wait for the door to open again with new signs and lives.

In another world, I am an ordinary person, without abilities or worries. I was born into a happy family that loves me. I go to school and meet Mimi, the sweet younger girl than me. I meet Minghao, Lingyi, Eugenie and Zen Zen, and all my loved ones. I live as a human being. I learn some medicine and some. Of the arts, and live in safety to the end, not knowing anything about those immortals, demons, or fairies.

In another world, I am a girl who is good at magic, a strong, noble girl who is loved by everyone, my family, my friends, and my country. I am not required to die for my country. This is just how I meet Xiao Yan, Lu Yuxi, and everyone. I make friends with them and we become a happy family. I meet all the dragons and their clans. We travel the world together, discover the world, laugh and cry together.

In another world, I can protect everyone, I can love everyone, I can neither cry nor regret. In another world... I swear I will find you... I swear I will sacrifice my soul... for you.

In this life i promise it will only hurt, so better to leave, than to regret meeting me and knowing me and loving me,

I swear we can't be anything in this country.

Later, Shushin wrote in her Diary, Shadows in My Heart:

If you are beautiful, if you are kind, if your heart is as tender as a cloud

Why didn't you do the same to me, why didn't you hold my hand when I walked away. The goodbye we didn't have time to say, It'll be forever, on my way.

Thought i forget about you, but nothing i can do, when your in the same room, nothing i can do, but look for you.

It's all right, but i still need to step away when your close, i know you must not remember me the way i do. You were the beginning. And the end.