Tanya

Nah, I don't have to talk to you. I have nothing to do with Jimmy's murder, now can you move you out the way so I get my daily gains in! "Mrs. Ballantine, please if you'll -" Go to Hell!

I can't believe this nigga wanted me to talk to him, thinking I have something to do with Jimmy's murder. I loved Jimmy, we even got married. We broke off our marriage 2 years ago. We grew apart, but I always loved him. I'm sorry that's he is dead and gone, but that has nothing to do with me. I suppose to leave for bootcamp tomorrow at 5:00 am.

I get on the treadmill and put on black beats, turned it up to 6.0 speed and started running. The music in my headphones started playing Period by Boosie Badazz:

"You ain't no gangster, you ain't no gangster, you ain't no gangster, period

Stunt on the gram, bitch, you get slammed, you ain't no gangster, period"

As I was singing I can feel my heart beating slowly, like I was about to pass out on the treadmill, I never felt this way before. This was a new unforgettable feeling. I started to hear sirens in the background and all I can see is blood coming from my stomach. I was shot, 3 times I heard. I also heard screaming throughout the whole planet fitness. Then I blacked out.

I open my eyes and I can hear a heart monitor machine. I notice that I am in the hospital, I see Liz talking to an officer, the same officer that pulled up on me at the gym, talking bout he the Feds. I'm thinking to myself, how could this happen, why would this happen to me?

Liz turns her head and see me trying to sit up, she rushes over to me, to check and see how I was doing. "Hey my girl, how you feeling?" My head is spinning so fast, what happened? "They said you were shot six times." Who would shoot up planet fitness at 6:00am? "Friend it is not 6:00am anymore it 3pm in the afternoon." What the fuck I been here for 9 hours? "Friend you just got out of surgery."

The doctor walks in, "Mrs. Ballentine, how are you feeling?" Why are you calling Mrs. Ballentine? I am divorced. My last name is Jones. "According to your records, your divorce hasn't been finalized." How is that possible? I been divorced for the past two years. "I'm sorry Mrs. Ballentine." Jones. "Jones, but you were bought in today because you were shot 6 times. three times in the stomach, one time in the hand, two times in the left leg, and one time in the right arm." Who would do this? "We don't know the shooter has not been identified yet. We have the cops outside your door, because you seemed like the main target. Ms. Jones, I want to advise you that after we ran test and the surgery, we had discovered that you are pregnant. We have made arrangements for you to seek a gynecologist, but in the meantime we would like for you to get plenty of rest. Of course, the police would like to have a word with you, but I can send them away so you can rest. Would you like that?" Yes, please, Thank you.

The doctors talks to the police and they had her a business card as they walk away.

Liz blurts out "Tanya, you are pregnant." How I haven't had sex in 3 months. I took pregnant test, they all came back negative. Liz what is going on? "Girl I don't know, how are you pregnant? You been sleeping around and didn't tell me." I didn't tell you because I didn't want you to judge me. It was Jimmy, we sleep together 3 months ago when he found out his sister died from cancer. We were vulnerable and confused. "Now Jimmy is gone too." What am I suppose to do? I'm all fucking confused. Who would want to kill me? Is it the same person who murder Jimmy?