Favor to Ask

"Yup thank you" I stand up and approached towards him and took the plate from his hands.

"Your welcome" he replied by lowering his back towards me, like the Korean people do while greetings.

Henna also stood up and stand right to me. Now nick can see our faces in the light of their building rooftop.

"You okay right?" I guess he noticed our swollen eyes.

"Yup great" henna replied. I just pinched at her back. She throw an angry looks towards me like she want to tell me stop this joke right now it's getting awkward. 

"Henna you look so cute with this hair color" he regarded.

Henna become shy , and try to stop her smile. In fact, she look even more gorgeous in shyness, actually her cheeks blush.

"Nick did you noticed today?" I asked about henna hair color. He nodded

Then we started having conversation about our boring routines. Mostly me and Nick were talking and henna was just listening. But I make her to talk to him a lot. He is a nice guy. What if they both got in to relationship.

A big step to vanished the fight of great past years.

What if…

Wait wait wait I can see the clear sparkle in nick eyes when he had a glimpse of henna everytime. Oh my dumb brain, he likes her. And he wanted my favor.

Ok ok I got it, firstly henna need to be out of sight then I'll talk to Nick straightly about this.

Done.

"Am I dreaming or something?!" Issa showed up from Nick back side.

"Come Issa meet Emerson and Henna, both are really interesting people to know" nick introduced her to us.

Henna smiled charmingly but my smiled was back folded to see her clear forehead folds to know about us.

"Umm interesting to know about you guys calmly standing there without any argument?!" she again changed the topic.

"Issa the fight usually took place between Morris and Lily, in fact these girls are such nice people. I like them"

Like them? Or like henna?

Oh I'm getting so much curiosity all over my chest to hear his every single word.

"By the way Emerson and henna why don't you guys come and join us, we've just started" she shockingly changed the topic.

I can clearly hear the 'clearing of throat ' of somebody behind Issa when she offered us.

It was Morris, refusing her not to let us join too.

So I also reject the offer in the very first second.

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After a couple of days

To see your love in pain can make you realize that This is the world I was searching for...posted 2 seconds ago

I was sitting in the ground which is just at the front of café. There is a huge tree at the left and bunch of chair and tables on my right, but I'm peacefully resting on one of the stairs.

I'm holding the book of  Coleen Hover, I'm just at the last chapter to complete this book.

As always, this book is my current favorite crush.

And in the next month, the new book will take it's place.

I like to read happy endings, I like my life to end happily but that will rarely happen.

In my life, I just have friends. I sometimes think why shouldn't I have family too.

My mother, which doesn't care of me. I never seen her since I was in high school. I am independently raised child. And about my twin sister , she died few year ago due to mental breakdowns.

And about my father, he died in an accident when I was only 8.

Thank god he died, as always try abuse my mother harshly.

But now I regret why I always thanks to god of letting him die. In fact, I should be hurt of not having one of him. The reason I wanted him to be dead is gone from my life.

"Want some coffee?" Brad hold me a cup of coffee and sit just at right to me on the stairs.

Now we both can have look outside the university, in a way that we are sitting right now.

"Thanks Brad" I got something to booster up my guilty feelings.

"Is that Coolen Hoover latest ' it's start with us' series?" he asked by taking a look on my hand.

"Yup" I replied by taking a sip from the burning cup. It was way too much hot to hold but what a feeling is to hold a warm cup in the freezing day!!!!

"Your choice is too bad it's just cheap romantic novel"

" Never judge book by other mouths"I said.

"It's cover Emmy!" he corrected my sentence

"I know but in this situation mouth is preferred" I winked.

" I'm taking a leave this Saturday to have night out" Brad started telling me about their friends trip to Ankara.

It was no doubt a amazing plan, he also tried to convince me

" listen Emmy you never gonna forget the memories we will made there trust me"

"listen brad , for now henna needs me I can't let her to be alone in the hospital duty" my gesture was towards her mother disease

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"Is it only me who thinks, everytime I got a strong bond with somebody I guess it's love but nope…since now I'm against of the  fact that love exists"

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 Finally Henna mom's is getting best treatment in the Us, just because she got supported from donation.

Me and henna are much more relaxed and I can see the exact charm on her face that used to be there a couple of weeks before. We were sitting in front of café near the silver man "the man who acts to be a silver metal body made person just to earn money". We were exactly sitting right next to his arms. Now we were between the café and the silver man. Actually the reason of sitting here is because we were getting the view of the sea in front of us. It was just a 2km walk down the stairs.

"Henna did you ever thought about achieving something?" I asked. It is the best question for me, but unfortunately I never find a perfect answer for it. In fact I'm almost 25 now.

"Yup I wanted somehow educating the homeless kids in the school" such a great thinking she has.

When she asked me, I decided to say whatever came up into my mind.

"I want my own books" yes it was said by me.

"oh come on Emmy I'll bought you next month no worries" I guess she was taking my words in a wrong way. I never got a financial problem as my job is getting pretty well paid.

" No henna you got it wrong, I mean to say I want to work as an Author"

Henna eyes got big on hearing that. Like she was getting excited " Great you wanna be a writer but of what? Fictional? Romantic? Or Real life? Magician?"

So many questions in one breath

"I just want to write my heart body language"

It's my hobby to write it up all the things roaming in my mind as well in my heart

"so it's about romance silly Emmy"

"oh no no no …! Henna it's about the facts, thoughts of the world surrounding people's"

"Oh I see" henna then started taking sip from her Americano.

"Hey ladies" we heard a voice from a person standing besides us.

We both tilted our heads to take a look

"Pardon?!"