Chapter 149 Crazy as hell

Christian was deep in thought as he watched his cousins play around on the jet. An hour ago they had picked up Janice and her traveling crew and now they were on their way home but what was consuming his thoughts was the fact that two days ago after he and Jared had spent hours doing unspeakable sexual things to each other they had felt hungry so they ordered Pizza.

While waiting for the Pizza to arrive they had started to watch a movie. Now Chris had a favorite part in that movie and had proceeded to rewind it about five times which annoyed the hell out of Jared.

Now, because Jared didn't want him to rewind the movie again; when the Pizza arrived he took the remote with him and he Chris wasn't having it, so when Jared collect the Pizza and paid the man he Chris practically tackled him to the floor in an attempt to get back the remote.

He had Jared in a chokehold when they heard someone clear their throat behind them. They both turned and came face to face with Caleb, Fabian, and about four of their cousins. Needless to say, the expressions on their faces were priceless.

Seeing as though he Chris was in only his sweatpants and Jared was only wearing shorts. He had practically frozen in shock. What the hell were they all doing in Europe? He had thought, this was it, the moment he had been dreading, the moment they all realized he was gay and turned their backs on him, disowning him, just like his parents did.

He had slowly let Jared go and stand up on shaking legs trying to brace himself for what was to come. Jared had also gotten up and was now standing beside him but to their ultimate surprise, Fabian just shakes his head and said that now he understands why he and Jared were such good friends because they were both crazy as hell.

Fabian had then walked over to them pick up the two boxes of Pizza and walked into their penthouse, Caleb then patted Jared on his shoulder and said, 'here I was worried that you were the one taking advantage of my soft-spoken cousin but now I see it's the other way around.'

He then ruffled Jared's hair with a sympathetic look on his face as they all entered the penthouse. Turned out they were all there to celebrate their last days of being single, now they said that he Chris always brings the vibes to the party so they all decided to fly all the way to Europe just to include him, courtesy of Samson's private jet.

They had then proceeded to spend the next two days partying until they literally dropped, as in, dragged their overly tired asses into the penthouse a few hours ago and dropped in the beds. Jared had ended up laying half on him and half on the bed next to Caleb and one of his legs was flung across one of our cousin's thighs and no one seems to give a damn. Fabian and the rest of our cousins were in the other bedrooms.

He still couldn't believe they hadn't figured it out, he was sure they would but a part of him was actually glad they hadn't but what was going to happen when they finally did? It was not knowing that was driving him crazy. He loves them all so very much, he knew it was going to rip him to shreds if he should lose their love and respect because of who he is, and now that they have the ways and means to pop up wherever they choose, he knew it wasn't if they were going to find out, but when.

"What are you so deep in thought about?" Jared asks flopping down beside him. "Seriously?" Chris asks in a deadpan tone. "Oh, our near miss two days ago? Yeah, that was crazy, I still can't believe they hadn't pieced it together. Oh well, at least we get to remain in the closet a while longer." Jared laughs.

"Not funny dude." Chris narrows his eyes at him. "Okay, okay, but let me ask you something, When they finally find out and God forbid the worst should happen and they turn away from you, will you stop being gay?" Jared asks.

"I'm not been gay. I'm gay, I can't just stop being myself." Chris said with a sigh. 'Alrighty then, so if and when we get to that bridge, we'll cross it the best way we know how, okay." "Okay" "What bridge are you two talking about?" Caleb asks cutting Chris's response short.

"The bridge of life, my good man." Jared laughs.

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words of wisdom

Some people think they are their packaging

your body is nothing more than your garage

where you temporarily park your soul

AN: Thank you all for reading and for your patience. My internet is down so I can't post as often as I would like to but I'm working on it so please I ask, bear with me, lots of love to you all. And I really hope you're enjoying my story.