Dear Diary

POV: Bellatrix

Dear Diary,

It's August 17th, the worst day of my life. My mother died this day 8 years ago. You would figure it would get better a couple of years later. But not for me. My mother was everything to me, she was my hero. We did everything together, I would fake being sick just for her to pick me up from grade school and would take me to Dunkin' Donuts or Starbucks. Or we would just go to the park. And when I was under the weather she would take care of me, she would make me soup, and give me bubble baths. But that all stopped on this day 8 years ago.

Right after I moved in with my father everyone at school looked at me. They would say 'oh look it's the girl who lost her mother. And it makes it worse that I lost my mom right before Middle School started. I got into a fight with this one girl named Darcy and I kicked her ass, but I also got kicked out of school.

So my father moved me to a different school and that was named Seattle Middle. And that's where I met my best friend Cristina and my boyfriend, Elliot. I got through two years of middle school with my boyfriend. I met Charlie in the middle of Sixth grade and we have been friends ever since. People have called me crazy but do I really give a shit. No. I really don't. I lost my mother at a young age, that's not normal.

My father put me in therapy 7 years ago after the fight and let me just say it didn't really help me until I found Mrs.White. Mrs.White has helped me with so much and I cannot be more thankful. My old diary from two years ago has things that I don't talk about anymore. Elliot has never seen that diary, and he doesn't need to know. He is going to think I'm crazy and he is going to talk to my step-mom.

But good thing I left that book with the letter from my mother. I am the only one who knows where it is. I have a diary from every year. One starting from all the way to 2014. But I'm glad they're gone, well not gone, gone just put up gone.

But I think that concludes today's entry, so see ya later.

Love, BF