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Ok so I decided to make one or two more chapters on this story to clear up a few things but I'm still not going to solve anything with the rogues or vampires in this book. I'm saving that for the sequel and yes the sequel will be a mpreg. Sorry for those who do not like that kind of story.

Warning: smut that's basically all this chapter is....

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Jayden's POV

I grin as Ethan feeds me a bite of pancakes. It was the next morning after he found my old collection of razors and I had promised to try to stop cutting for him. He was determined that I would never have the chance to even think of cutting. I thought it was really sweet of him. Even though finally being able to shift has made me heal faster I'm still not fully healed. The pack doctor says that the vampire venom shouldn't affect me at all. It only helped to bring my wolf out and once my wolf was free he had fought off all the venom but there was a slight chance that he wasn't correct. Only time will tell. My stomach wound had reopened when I had stretched and I hurt like crap but they were wrapped up now. And my arm will most likely be useless for the rest of my life according to the pack doctor. That was really depressing news for me which leads to why I am currently in bed being fed delicious syrupy pancakes by Ethan.

I blush as some syrup drips down my chin and Ethan grabs my wrist as I go to wipe it away.

"Let me get that for you." He says seductively. I blush harder as he leans forward and traces the trail of syrup with his tongue. When he reaches my lips he presses his own against mine and begins kissing me. He licks at my bottom lip but I teasingly tighten my lips shut and smirk slightly at his disappointed groan. I grow weary when he begins smiling into our kiss and gasp in surprise as his hand quickly slips under my shirt and he scraps his nails over my nipple.

He slips his tongue in my mouth as I arch into him. I enjoy the kiss until he begins slowly dragging his hand down my chest and to my back before his nails gently scrap against my back. Images of Chris doing the same thing only more violently flash through my mind as I jerk away from Ethan with a small terrified cry. I curl into a ball as I wait for the pain the Chris would have caused me. But all I feel is Ethan pulling me onto his lap gently.

"What's wrong Jay? Did I hurt you? shhh it's ok don't cry we don't have to do anything your not ready for." He reassures me as he rocks me and presses gentle kisses to my face. I really wanted to be with him but what if he thinks I'm disgusting for letting some other man touch me like only he should be allowed to? I'm so scared that he will reject me when he knows. Should I tell him now? yes I should I should just get it over with and let him reject me now.

He had placed the mostly empty plate on the bedside table sometime while I was thinking. I roll off of him and lay beside him as I sniffle and try to calm myself. If I'm upset I will stutter but if I'm in control then I hardly stutter at all. I take a few deep breaths as I finally calm down enough to talk.

"Ok please don't interrupt me. I really do want to be with you I swear I do! it's just that when you raked your nails down my back it reminded me of something. When I was with them you know." I pause to take a deep calming breath as I feel my voice trying to give out and break. "Well this.... vampire.... C-Chris..." I take another deep breath to suppress tears that wanted free. "Well he... he r-ra-raped me and it reminded me of what he did to me." I finally finish and allow a tear to slip out while I mentally prepare for his rejection.

It was completely silent and I was scared to look at him so I flipped onto my hurt stomach and buried my face in my pillow as tears slowly soaked it. I sniffled rather loudly and Ethan seems to snap out of his silence.

"I'm going to fucking kill that bastard!" he practically snarled out as he went to get off the bed. I let out a whimper as I feel the bed suddenly empty and I can tell he paused at the sound of my distress. He let out a loud frustrated breath as I feel the bed dip beside me. The change in weight on the bed slides my hip right into his and I hiss as I put more pressure on my sore stomach.

"Shit! I'm sorry Jay. What's wrong? here let me get you off of your stomach." He says as he flips me over so that I'm sitting in his lap.

"I just don't want you to leave." I whisper. "I don't want you to hate me." I add as I look away from him.

"Hey I'm never going to hate you. You mean everything to me. I love you Jayden." He says as he tilts my chin up for me to look at him. My heart flutters in my chest and all my oxygen seems to have disappeared from my body as his words sank in.

He loves me. He loves me. Ethan freaking Davis LOVES me! I feel like a freaking girl fan-girling right now! wait I should probably say it back shouldn't I?! He was looking at me in amusement and I just realized that I had an extremely goofy smile plastered on my face.

"I love your too!" I say happily as I sit up more and rest a leg on either side of his hips so that I was straddling him. I know I can do this now. No stupid memory is going to stop me from showing him just how much I love him.

I take led for once and lean forward to kiss him deeply. I lick his lips and he opens for me. I moan happily as I allow myself to fight with him for dominance. I was feeling way confident right now and I was going to show him just how dominant I could be. Of course I will never be able to top him but I can be a tease if I want to.

He allows me to dominate the kiss and I explore his mouth happily. I gently bite his lip and give it a small tug before kissing him again. After awhile he pulls back and we both pant for breath as we stare at each other.

"Are you sure you want this? Are you ready for this? We can always wait you know." He asked but I could tell he really wanted me to say yes. And yes I was absolutely sure I wanted this.

"Yes of course I want to do this! I want to be with you in every way Ethan." I reply and he smiles before kissing me again. I tug at his shirt impatiently and he pulls away from the kiss to rip both of our shirts off before throwing them in a random direction. He lays back on the bed and drags me with him so that I'm hovering over him and still straddling him.

He begins kissing my neck an I can feel myself twitch in my pants. Soon my pants were uncomfortably tight and I was resisting the urge to lower myself onto Ethan. He seemed to be thinking the same thing as me because his hands gripped the waistband of my pants before he looked at me for permission. I breathlessly nod as he slips my pants and boxers off all at once.

I help him take his off and I pause for a minute to gap at his size. He was huge! I mean I'm not small at all but he defiantly had me beat. I'm not sure he will even fit in me. He smirks at me when he notices my stare.

"Like what you see babe?" he asks teasingly. Well two can play that game.

"Well that depends. What am I supposed to see?" I ask innocently.

"Oh I think you know. And I think you are jealous."

"Oh really? What do I have to be jealous of? Cause this," I grab his length and give it a gentle squeeze as he moans loudly. "Is all mine."

With that he flips us over and begins to attack my lips again as he slowly grinds our lower halves together. I moan as I feel myself grow impossibly hard.

"Please hurry..." I breath out. He leans over and pulls open a draw beside the bed only to curse.

"What?" I asked panting.

"I don't have any lube or a condom." He replied.

"I don't care. Just improvise." I demand as I whither under him.

"Suck" he demands as he presses his fingers to my mouth. I gladly take them in my mouth and swirl my tongue around them to coal them completely. He takes them out of my mouth and kisses me again as I feel a cool wet finger touch my entrance. He slowly presses one finger in and thrusts it slowly. I wince but soon adjust to the foreign feeling. I nod for him to add another and he does as I ask.

After he adde the third finger and judged me ready he sat up and was about to spit in his hand to lube himself up but I sit up and press my good hand to his chest.

"No I want to." I simply say as I lean forward and tentatively lick his tip. He shudders and his hands fly to my hair to hold on as I slowly take his tip into my mouth. I began to bob my head up and down his length as I swirl my tongue around his underside. He begins to thrust his his slightly as he moans and I manage to hide my gag as his length goes to far but then I learn how to control it and I begin to deep throat him. His thrusts become irregular and I can tell he's close but he continues anyway.

After a few more shallow thrusts I feel his muscles tense up from where I was gripping his hip with my good hand. He pulls almost out and I can feel his length twitch as he came in spurts in my mouth. I manage to swallow most of it and use the rest to slick him up. He was surprisingly still hard as he lays me back on the bed. He gently positions himself at my entrance and slowly thrusts in.

He pauses every once in awhile for me to adjust and finally he was fully inside me. I swivel my hips slightly to get a feeling for it and he begins to slowly pull out and push back in.

"Faster please!" I moan and he speeds up until he is pounding into me. He adjusts his position slightly and the next time he thrust into me he brushes against a sweet spot deep inside me. I moan loudly and move my hips up to meet his when he hits it again and again. I could feel myself getting close as my a warm feeling built inside my stomach.

"I'm c-close E-Ethan.... "

"Me too.." he speeds up and grabs my member in his hand. He pumps me in time to his thrusts. Before I know it I am cumming all over my stomach and chest. I sink my teeth into his shoulder much like he had done me before. I feel Ethan thrust into me one more time and he holds himself still as he cums deep inside me. He finally pulls out and collapses next to me as he breaths deeply.

"I'm sorry I bit you." I mumble as I snuggle into him.

"It's ok you were marking me. That's what I did to you before. We will be connected now and I will teach you about it tomorrow ok?" he says and I hum in agreement. He kisses me gently and brushes my hair away from my eyes as he smiles at me.

"You should get some sleep angel. I love you." He whispers.

"Love you too." I mumble back as my eyes close and I drift off to sleep.

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Ethan's POV (very short)

I sigh as I look away from my perfect angel. Someone had hurt my mate and they were going to pay big time. I was going to make sure I killed them painfully and slowly with my own hands.

Whoever you are Chris you better watch out because I'm coming for you as well as the rogues and Jayden's father.

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Anyway this was mostly a filler chapter because I needed to update but I'm not sure what I'm going to do about his dad yet.

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