Dikna (Truth)

When the court start everything point me and I rarely sleep.i was in and out at different places and I am depressed.Jack always come to the mansion but not for me but for my sister.

Sometimes I think they becoming louder to make me miserable.And Sometimes they sleep at the couch naked spooning and kissing.

I never thought I'll be disgusted my love one after seeing them I want to vomit and fainted.I talk to Derek and Joe but they told me to lay low in fear that Alex would found me.

But I don't mind cause I need someone to talk to in this mess.I was doing some blunt,and start to take drug.That way I feel the world goes quiet and I can't hear complain about m. or my life.But I never feel relieved.I feel like a big burden weight on me.

I pray everyday for this day to over because I don't want to spend the rest of my life in a prison.I used to dream I would marry Jack.My dad would walk me down the aisle.We would go to Hawaii for honeymoon.After a year or two we would have kids.I don't mind the gender as long as it's ours.

But when the curtains open I am not the one he loved.I am the one he hate and it feels like my heart is being stab over and over again.

After a months we found the culprit that is Jack father and the will is a fake one.So I give half of my share to my ungrateful sister who still love Jack and cling to him.But still she hated me.Still blame me for being too idiot for I am the reason my parents death.

From uncle's testimony we found out that he wanted the company but couldn't have it.So he tried to get it through me,but I am too clear to be under his command.

So he make the fake will and plan my parents accident.But our family lawyer have evidence of him ordering the necklace.

I never thought he would do that.He was the reason that Jack act like he loved me.And he was the reason that Nancy turn on me.He was the reason that my sister and Jack can't how much they loved each other.

But still I don't trust Jack,for his father is a Cheater and he won't stop flirting.With me he stop flirting but with my sister I don't think he can't keep his animal side hidden any longer.

Anyway,my sister won't listen to me.She even cut me from family ties and all.So me and her?We are now,no longer a family.

She is so happy but from my point of view she won't make far.The way she spend the money is huge like really huge.Jack and her got engaged a few weeks.I didn't feel pain all I feel is nothing.I pity my sister for loving someone like him.

When I think back I was thankful for getting over him.And before I even know it I got the invitation to their wedding.The way they decorated everything is my dream.The cake,Hall,The gown,the flowers.And still I am here in front of the church.

I can't go in..Not like this.My dream,all my dream...Where do they go?Nobody cares for me,Why?I am here alone.How did all of this happened.

I used to think my sister love me the way I do.I used to thought Jack and I,what we have was true.I thought I am the luckiest person.

And while I was in deep thought I was surrounded by loads of man in Black.Wow,this can't be right.I tried to run but stop when I hear my name called.

"How are you my wild kitten?"

"Fine before I see your Dick face."

"Oh...you mean this face which you thought would be God face."

"Look yourself in the mirror."

"Looks like sober Dawn awaken another wild kitten."

"I know we didn't do it."

"But we can continue now."

"In your dreams dick sucker."

He grab me hard,and I feel pain..Fuck...What does he want.

"I know we didn't sleep together clearer than you but still I will make you mine."

"Whatever."

"Don't whatever me.I will let you beg for my Pride when you are ready."

"Is that in your dreams?"

"Get in the car."

"Why?"

"Because I said so.And I am done with this hide and seek game of yours."

"I didn't asked you to find me."

"And I didn't asked you to rob me."

"I didn't take a thing from you."

"You did,,You just didn't know it."

"Tell me and I'll give it back."

"I already found it."

"That's mean I can go."

"No,you can't."

I was push at the back seat and try my best not to talk.

When the car stop I was in awe as the mansion is bigger than mine and there are lots of maid who greeted us.

Who is this Alex? Whatever,I'll escape soon.I was treated as special guess and when Alex learn I was into drug after spending weeks with him.He was furious.

He asked for treatment which I didn't want and the result is negative which let me laugh whole hearted.

After a month I found a way to escape and I did.I rush to my home collect what I will need and rush out from there.When I was on my way to the hill I saw his guard rushing towards my mansion ..Too late,adios sucker ....

I went to a small village called Z City,it is the place where you find paradise for abuser like me.I Sometimes am so high I tried to killed myself I have scar here and there which I am not proud of...

I am sick of my life and want to end it but I don't know why I am always rescue.