Sex & Cigarettes

Living such a dangerous life, in a place where I was neglected by my mother to handle the convenience store by myself and a few other part-time workers, I found solace in a man who was more dangerous than I expected. 

I thought he was just a fancy gangster who worked for a dangerous human but he was the dangerous human. He was the fucking boss of a criminal organization and he acted nonchalantly about it all. 

That was why he knew about the gang wars and that was why he was less injured compared to others I have seen.

For the months we have known each other, he treated me with respect and compassion and while he would often cuddle or hug even kiss, he had never taken it far which frustrated me more than he realized. It sometimes made me think he didn't like me. 

Especially these last few weeks when I have been craving him and his touch. 

I wanted him to touch me, to use me, to take me, and spend the entire night with me. 

He instructed one of his drivers to take me to his office so I could meet him. I stood in front of his massive doors with a silver lining of his name with the title CEO under it. 

I hesitantly knocked and when I heard his low voice. "Come in," I braced myself because seeing him made me think of thoughts I shouldn't have. 

I stayed in front of the door but after I managed to calm down, I opened the door only to see him directly in front of me as he opened the door at the same time. 

Our eyes widened as we looked at each other but he smiled at me and kissed me on the forehead. "I was wondering my you weren't coming in."

I avoided his eyes. "I'm...just..."

He frowned, noticing that I wasn't fine. "Is something wrong?"

I swallowed and shook my head but I inhaled sharply and looked into his eyes instead. "Fuck yes. Everything is wrong. Why won't you touch me?"

He stepped back a little, taken back by my words. "What?" 

"Why won't you touch me? Do you not like me?" I questioned him. 

He looked at me and with furrowed brows, he assured me, "Of course, I like you."

"Then why? Am I not flattering enough?" My voice broke a little. 

"You are more than flattering." He softly said. "Come inside. Let us talk about it."

I walked inside with him but as soon as he closed the door and he walked deeper inside, I followed him and bombarded him with questions. 

"Do you not like me enough? Why won't you touch me? Why are you scared to touch me?" 

He exhaled and licked his lips. "Your finals are next week. I won't forgive myself if I will be the reason for your-"

I scoffed. "Fuck that."

His eyes gleamed with pleasant surprise. 

"Just fuck me please," I begged him. 

His eyes widened and he swallowed, looking away with a dark gaze. "Don't say that." 

"What do I have to do to make you touch me?" I stepped closer to him and tiptoed. "I want you to touch me, feel me, use me."

He closed his eyes as I whispered those words and he gripped my waist tightly. "You're playing a very dangerous game."

"I am fucking aware. How could you leave me deprived of touch? Do you even know how many times I had to pleasure myself just to control the urge to make you touch me?" 

I cupped his cheeks and immediately connected our lips. "Stop playing it safe with me. I want you."

I gasped when he forced his tongue inside my mouth. "Don't fucking regret anything now, baby."

I whimpered as he ripped my blouse off and he recklessly removed everything that was neatly placed on his desk so he could lay me down there. 

"I have always wanted to touch you but I wanted you to think of me as someone you can be with for the rest of your life and not just someone who you will be fucking with for now."

I clung to him as he began kissing my neck, nipping and licking all over with low groans. I gasped when he licked my neck all over to my mouth. 

Smirking a little before he inserted his tongue inside. "I'm gonna fucking use you."

While he was busy with my mouth, he began removing his clothes and he broke the kiss to order me to kneel in front of him. 

I immediately did as I was told and my eyes widened as he took out his length in front of me, pumping it a few times before he forced it inside my mouth. "Suck it good for me, baby."

I began pleasing him in any way he wanted me to as I took him far deep inside my mouth, hitting the back of my throat with a loud low groan. My eyes were teary and my jaw throbbed in pain but I still took him in and licked and sucked him until his eyes were clenched shut in pleasure and his head was thrown back. His sexy low moans of my name motivated me enough to continue until he exploded inside my mouth. 

After a few seconds, he praised me while he slowly took it out of my mouth. "Good girl. Fuck, I need more."

He helped me up and hiked my skirt up my waist while he bent me over his desk. My legs were already shaking as he took off my stockings and left me bare on his table. 

"What a wonderful naughty girl...You came prepared for me, didn't you?" He chuckled darkly, sending pleasant shivers down my spine while my lips trembled. 

I purposely didn't wear anything under my stockings because I wanted to fuck him tonight. 

My back arched and my mouth fell open as he ground against me before he inserted two of his fingers inside me. 

"So fucking wet." He said as his fingers mercilessly pumped in and out of me, not giving me enough time to calm down. 

"Ahh...please!" I moaned as he licked me hungrily while his fingers curled inside me. 

His tongue on my clit, while he pumped his fingers in and out at a fast pace was more than enough to drive me crazy and trembling like a little bitch on his table. 

He moved his lips up to leave kisses on my back, making sure I was admired all over my body while he possessively pulled me closer to him. "You're mine."

"Ngh...please...please...fuck me...fuck me..." I begged him all over and over again. "Even your fingers feel so much bigger and better than mine..." 

He was pleased by my begs and compliments because he knew I was submissively his. 

I moaned his name loudly as I came and I slumped on his desk like a used doll but I loved it. 

He suddenly parted my legs further and aligned his cock in front of my entrance, inserting it inside me with a condom on and without waiting for me to calm down from my high. 

He started slow but he was already filled with so much pleasure and my body was shaking so much but he progressively moved faster and deeper and more desperate as we moved from different positions. 

Fuck. I loved feeling him inside me. 

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As I promised, two chapters of smut. 

I will do better next time I promise that as well because I wrote this at 1 am. Huhu forgive me if it's shitty.