Intimacy Between Lovers

This is part of the novel I am working on—one of their intense nights together that makes my heart flutter;)

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My eyes widened when he tilted my head and pulled me in for a kiss. We stood in the middle of the opened front door and he didn't even gave me a chance to look at him as he immediately wrapped his hand around my nape and kissed me as if he had been waiting for the moment, the entire day. 

He puts his hand on the small of my back and walked us inside while he closed the door with his shoulder then pressed my back against the door. 

He broke the kiss to gaze at me and the moment our eyes locked, I immediately understood what

he was feeling because even if his kiss told me half of the story, his eyes were the windows that showed me everything so when he closed the gap for another kiss, I closed my eyes and grabbed a handful of his hair. 

I instinctively yanked his hair when he bit my lip and inserted his tongue inside my mouth. He groaned and uttered, "I missed you..." As if he hadn't seen me for more than a month. 

I was actually nervous for a few seconds because I thought he could see right through me and know about the kind of dream I had. 

He smiled as he pressed light kisses on my lips then whispered, "You ate some strawberries?" 

I nodded, reciprocating his smile. "The ones you cut up and placed in a small container. Is that okay?"

"More than okay." He leaned down and hid his face against the crook of my neck, sending shivers down my spine as he exhaled. "They were for you to eat."

I looked ahead of me, wrapping my arms around him as I was both shy and solacing his exhaustion away. When he hugged me tighter, I looked at him and dipped my fingers through his hair.

I felt some of his weight on me and I liked that he was letting himself slowly relax with me. "Are you tired, mi cariño?" I whispered to him while I gently played with his hair. 

He quickly looked at me with slightly widened eyes then gradually, his cheeks reddened. "Mi cariño?"

I averted my gaze. "You heard me. Don't make me repeat it bitch."

He didn't respond but didn't look away either. I inwardly smiled even though I was annoyed because soon enough I started to explain as if I owe him. "You are always calling me kisa so I wanted to call you–"

He interrupted me with another kiss on my lips but he was smiling as he did that then he requested for me to repeat what I said. 

I rolled my eyes and tried to push him away. 

"I won't let you go unless you repeat what you said, my kisa." He teased, holding me in place. 

I scoffed and licked my lips, mentally preparing because I couldn't resist him anyway. "Mi cariño."

He closed his eyes. "Hmm...again."

I swallowed as the tension between us went from the trip to the candy store to the sauna. 

"...Mi cariño..." I repeated, feeling the tension growing thicker as the words came out of my mouth.

"One last time please." His voice deeper and huskier.

Subconsciously, I leaned closer to him and whispered into his ears, "Mi cariño...I have been waiting for you all day, how dare you keep me waiting for you?"

Brushing my fingers against his nape, I felt his pleasant shivers while he looked into my eyes. "Be with me then...work with me..."

I gave him a soft smile and he reciprocated with a sweet smile, eyes twinkling in adoration. "You are so beautiful." 

I hid my face on his shoulder. "Don't fuck with me."

"I am serious. You can work with me. Be my apprentice," He kissed my ear and whispered, "—one that I would kiss and hug whenever work is too tough to deal with."

"...You're just gonna treat me differently compared to the others and I don't want that. It's gonna make you look bad." I refused even if I wanted to work for him, I wanted to be his servant. 

I chuckled at my thoughts. "You're molding me into a lewd person."

"We cannot help it...both of us are sexy." His voice deeper and accent prominently hot as he uttered those words. "Can I seek solace in you?" 

My eyes widened and my lips parted as he caressed my ass before squeezing it so damn good, it sent shivers all over my body. My knees almost gave out but he held me in his arms before they failed me. "Can I touch you?"

"Damn, Aleksandr, aren't you tired?" I breathed out in disbelief, remembering my dreams so I tried to get out of his grasp. "I don't think this is a wise–"

"Intimacy between lovers is not meant to be wise. So be irrational with me." 

My eyes fluttered close as he softly kissed my neck but I still tried to push him away. "Ah...Aleksandr...no." 

He smirked as he looked into my eyes. "...Why are you still embarrassed? I have already seen all of you and you are so beautiful."

My cheeks reddened but I still tried to push him away. "You...you haven't eaten yet so go and eat."

His gaze flickered from my eyes to my lips then, stepping back a little, he rubbed his lip with his thumb before he ran his fingers through his hair, looking all hot and bothered, making me want him more than he realized. I watched as he stepped back a little to take off his suit jacket and tossed it somewhere then while his eyes were on me, he unbuttoned the sleeves of his long shirt before he pushed them up to his elbows. 

"What are you doing?" I hesitantly and quietly asked him, observing his actions with caution. 

He smiled at me with those vulnerable eyes that made my heart beat like crazy. 

"It seems as if I cannot get enough of you. Even if i try to restrain myself, I am leaning closer and closer to the edge of the cliff, falling for you." His words were enunciated more slowly as if he meant it with all his heart.

I averted my gaze. "Aleksandr, you're tired..."

"Vivian, you are my home. Everyday a piece of me is taken away, you complete me again."

I swallowed, my mind focusing too much on him as he continued. I hid my face behind my arm, closing my eyes while I lean against the door. "Aleksandr...I can't...I'm literally going crazy because of you."

Guiltily, I muttered. "Sometimes...my nightmares are replaced by dreams of you, dreams that I shouldn't have."

I could still feel his gaze on me despite not seeing behind my arm. "What kind of dream did you have?"

"...I touched myself thinking about you while you were away and when I woke up...I wanted to do it. That's..fucking weird for me." I groaned in embarrassment and confusion because I never had dreams like that before I met him. 

"You wanted touch yourself while thinking of me?" He questioned me while he gently removed my arm from covering my face. 

My breaths were heavy as his thumb brushed against my lips, watering my mind with lewd thoughts as if it has possessed me. My eyes watched the way he slowly glides his tongue between his lips and bit his lower lip softly as if the images of me in that kind of situation was flashing in front of his eyes like the way a vintage film projector would do and like the way tapes would keep records of the film, my mind memorizes his beauty. 

"Aleksandr, I know that sexual tension between...us is normal but I don't want to always lust after you. I don't want to end up as a hypocrite—only lusting you and not liking you aa much as you like me." I was concerned, overthinking even I knew it was more than lust. 

His gaze softened as he brushed my lips again. "If you are that concerned about me then it isn't just lust after all, Vivian." He kissed my cheek. "Lust is greedy and selfish and ugly but this...this is intimacy through physical touch. This is love-making." 

My lips trembled. 

"Allow me to make love to you." He said under his breath. "Let me taste you."

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