prologue

being born in a big family is hard,being the oldest is hard but it's more harder than anyone if it's my life where talking about.

14 years ago I was born everyone expect to have a celebration but I don't have any of that

since I was one I never had my birthday or a holiday party,but I'm fine with that.

after that time I lost everything especially my friends and memories of them, remembering is hard but forgetting Is much harder than I thought.

I wish I can feel the same way about him,your hurt because of me and I can't forgive my self