Chapter 45 - I am better than my mother

It has been four months since the last time I came to Haishi. Duan YuJing looked at the scenery outside the window and felt completely different from the last time. The last time I was in a very nervous mood, I didn't know how to convince a person who had only met him once. When I went back, the result was unexpected. I didn't expect the baby to be willing to go home with him and give him the trust.

After the plane landed, QingGe woke up in a daze. Duan YuJing brought the jacket to help him put it on, and said warmly, "Baby, are you still sleepy? If you don't want to sleep for a while, I will hold you down."

QingGe shook his head, looked at the scenery outside the window, feeling sour and came back again, but this time he was not alone.

When Duan YuJing led the young QingGe out, Duan Lin was already waiting outside the airport. Seeing them coming, he got off and helped put the luggage in the car, and then sent them to the hotel first, so his work came to an end.

"Little Older Brother, the room is beautiful." Duan YuChen was dragging a small suitcase, carrying a school bag, and wearing a hat, and couldn't wait to go in to see the hotel where they will stay for several days.

QingGe smiled lightly, but couldn't hide the tiredness on his face. Seeing that his brother liked it, he warmly said: "I like it. We all live here these days. There are just two rooms, and the service here is good. There are also scenic spots, we can drive a little further by ourselves."

"En!" Duan YuChen cheered and pushed his small suitcase into the inner compartment.

Duan YuJing put the suitcase in another compartment and hugged the person over: "Baby, sleep for a while. Let's go to see mom tomorrow. Don't be sad, Xiao Chen and I are here."

QingGe leaned in his arms: "It's not sad, it's just that I'm a little tired from the plane, my mother definitely doesn't want me to be sad." As he spoke, he fell asleep shallowly by the person.

Duan YuJing touched his cheek distressedly. He was really tired. He changed his clothes, took off his shoes, and let him rest in the room.

"Brother, do you want something to eat? I'm hungry." Duan YuChen was sitting on the floor of the cubicle and packing his luggage. His clothes and shoes were scattered all over the floor. He heard footsteps and raised his head to ask.

"What do you want to eat?" Duan YuJing squatted down to help him pack his clothes, really didn't want to understand where his brother learned this bad habit of not being able to pack things.

"Either way, what about Little Older Brother?" Duan YuChen asked with a smile.

"Little Older Brother may not be in a good mood these few days. Tomorrow we will go to see Aunt Xia, will Xiao Chen be obedient?" Duan YuJing smiled apologetically. Since childhood, this heavy feeling has been weighed on their brothers. He couldn't even share the burden for his brother because he was already sensible.

Duan YuChen looked at his brother and smiled: "When my parents left when I was young, my brother would protect me. Little Older Brother's mother left, he was only us. Brother, I know, and I will protect too. Little Older Brother."

Duan YuJing smiled relievedly and touched his brother's head: "I'm sorry, I'm too busy these years, and I haven't been able to accompany you too much. But in the future the company is on the right track, I will try to stay at home as much as possible, Little Older Brother It's the same. Xiao Chen can contact Little Older Brother if he has something. We are a family."

"My brother is just for us to live a better life, I know, brother don't blame yourself, in my heart, brother has always been a good brother, the closest person in the world." Duan YuChen's words really don't look like a fourteen. What the year-old kid said, but he understood everything. He knows the hardships of his brother, the blow of his parents' death, the displacement of the orphanage, the hardships of working alone, these brothers bear more than him. When he was unable to share, his brother had already carried everything and left it to him. It's just the comfort now.

Duan YuJing smiled and squatted there to help his brother pack his luggage before he got up to order a meal.

QingGe is holding the quilt tightly in his hand. This is his usual posture when he sleeps, but this time he is not like the good dreams in the past, but a variety of bizarre dreams entangled together. There are things from the previous life. The Lin family is alone, living with Duan YuJing all this life.

In his dream, QingGe was like a bystander, standing there after watching his two life experiences, all the memories were entangled together, he even couldn't tell which was the memory and the reality.

"Xiao Ge."

who is it? Who is calling me? QingGe turned his head and was surprised to find that his mother was standing not far away looking at him. It was still his usual cheongsam before, with her hair crossed and a gentle smile looking at him.

QingGe wanted to go forward, staggering a step, with anticipation: "Mom, is that you?"

Xia Yi chuckled, "Xiao Ge, you have grown up for so many years."

QingGe burst into tears, wanting to say that he didn't grow up these years, he didn't understand until he died once.

"Xiao Ge, don't cry, mom knows it." Xia Yi walked over and touched his face. "Mom can't grow up with you. I'm sorry, but Xiao Ge, someone will love you and take care of you in your place, so Mom is very relieved."

QingGe's tears fell, his mother knew, did he know that he died and was reborn again? Was mom disappointed with her stupid self in her last life? Was he reborn because of his mother?

Xia Yi smiled and looked at him: "Xiao Ge, many things are already destined in the dark. You don't need to think too much. Just like Xiao Ge, who was proud of her mother when she was a child, she is pure and happy, carefree, and she believes you can do it. .Are you happy now?"

QingGe reached out his hand and wiped his tears, then nodded: "Brother Jing is very good to me, and I like him very much."

"That's good, Xiao Ge, no matter what happens in the future, learn to believe, don't let the people around you easily, don't be like a mother, you have to live a good life. YuJing is a good boy, I believe he will treat you Take care of it."

"Mom!" QingGe reached out in a panic to pull her arm, but didn't hold it.

Xia Yi smiled and looked at him: "Mom is leaving, Xiao Ge, remember, love yourself well, do what you want to do, don't get caught up in the past, go forward boldly, mom will watch in the sky Yours, don't be sad."

"Mom!" The familiar face gradually became blurred. QingGe couldn't grasp anything with his hand stretched out in the air. He bent down and couldn't help crying, as if to cry out the grievances of two lifetimes.

When Duan YuJing walked in with the porridge, he saw a scene of little QingGe crying, still calling her mother unconsciously. He walked quickly and sat down on the bed to wake him up: "Baby, wake up, it's okay, wake up, I am here."

The moment QingGe opened his eyes, he was still confused. It took him a long time to realize where this was. Brother Jing held him tightly in his arms and kissed the tears on his face, with an anxious and worried look on his face.

QingGe went to pull his sleeve and looked at him with a smile: "Brother Jing, it's okay."

He wiped his face, and his voice was still a little dumb: "I saw my mother, she came and went, she asked me to live with you. You see, my mother has admitted us."

"I will take good care of you, you are my life." Duan YuJing replied in a low voice, occupying his lips. This time it is not as gentle as the past, but as if to convey all his fears and worries. Arbitrarily plundered in his mouth, not letting go of an inch.

QingGe whimpered softly, holding his arms with both hands, and raising his head to accept his possession. He understood this person's worries. He had been worried since he said he wanted to see his mother, but he just kept saying nothing. Supporting myself silently.

There is such a person in the world, you are sad, he will be a hundred times more sad than you, you are hurt, he hurts more than you.

After a while, Duan YuJing let go of the person in his arms, and QingGe went to kiss him again, but was pulled away. QingGe looked at him in confusion, and didn't understand why this person wouldn't let him get close. He wants to vent now, he wants to kiss him.

Duan YuJing comfortably hugged the person in his arms and hugged him tightly: "Baby, cry out if you want to cry, you are so uncomfortable for me."

This sentence was like a switch, igniting all the sadness in QingGe's heart. He leaned in the man's arms, first whispered, then howled. He was not that strong. He was protected by his mother when he was a child. He had a very happy life. Later, he was alone in the Lin family. He was cautious in the Lin family. He took his own life stupidly in his previous life. Fortunately, he met him in this life Brother Jing, otherwise he doesn't know how he will be in the future.

Duan YuJing hugs someone and lets him vent in his arms. If he has emotions, he can't bear it. His baby will only cry this time. After this time, he will let his life only smile, and no one is allowed to make the baby sad Tears, even if it's oneself.

After a long time, QingGe cried out all the sadness and sadness, and his eyes were swollen like peaches. He moved his body a little and found that the man was holding him tightly and tightly. The breath of the two of them intertwined. You can hear the heartbeat of your lover, calm and powerful, the heart that was originally wronged, quietly quieted so strangely, staying in his arms obediently.

"Still sad?" A magnetic voice came clearly from above.

QingGe shook his head.

"Do you still want to cry?"

Still shook his head.

Enough is enough. QingGe is not greedy. He has a mother and Brother Jing. He is already satisfied.

"Then I will take you to take a bath, the clothes are soaked, don't catch cold for a while." Duan YuJing chuckled lightly, wiped away the tears from the corner of the baby's eyes with his thumb, and carried him into the bathroom.

QingGe remained motionless, leaning in his arms, let the warm water soak his body: "Brother Jing." He wanted to call this person.

"En, I'm here, close your eyes." Duan YuJing fetched shampoo and shampooed his hair carefully. These things are done very well, anyway, the two of them have met frankly since the first day together, and Xiao QingGe Doesn't reject this intimate act.

"Baby, no one is allowed to cry you again, even I can't, of course, except in bed. From now on you can only cry in my arms. I am wronged and sad. I lent you my shoulders and I am not allowed to be alone. Secretly cry." Duan YuJing covered his eyes with his hands, and washed away the foam with water, "You don't know how much pain I felt when I saw you cry in your dream just now."

QingGe closed his eyes and heard his love words, his ears turned red: "En, I know." Because it is you, I am willing to trust with all my heart.

After washing his hair, Duan YuJing continued to wipe the shower gel for him, half-threatening and smiling: "If I find you crying secretly and aggrieved secretly, don't say if you're sad, I will definitely let you take a long lesson and make you think I dare not get up, believe it or not?"

QingGe little chicken pecked rice and nodded: "Letter."

"It's good to know." Duan YuJing washed the person, dried and wrapped him in a clean towel, and walked back to the bed holding him. "Tomorrow we will go to see my mother. I don't think too much tonight. I will leave her only My dear son has asked to be his wife, so why should I have an explanation, right?"

QingGe nodded lightly before remembering this. Mom saw it in the sky, and she wouldn't mind if she thought about it.

"Wait for a few minutes, I'll take a shower." Duan YuJing curled his lips, pressed a kiss on his cheek, and walked into the bathroom.

QingGe waited until the sound of water in the bathroom sounded before holding the silver bracelet in his hand. The voice was a little soft, but it was solemn: "Mom, can you see it in the sky? If you see it, don't blame Brother Jing. He is really right. I'm fine, except that sometimes he will bully me and lose it, but every time the bullying is over, he feels bad for him. No, Brother Jing didn't bully me. He was kind to me, as good as you were when you were a kid. He is not willing to be wronged if he is not wronged. You see, Xiao Ge is very good. I found someone who loves me so much. I am better than my mother."

After crying, the yearning for his mother is not as heavy as before. QingGe knows that his mother will always be watching him in the sky, and Brother Jing will be by his side. He smiled and took the code of the mobile phone, sweeping away the grievances and sadness in his heart. And light.

When Duan YuJing came out, what he saw was the heartless little QingGe from the past. As expected, he had to vent his emotions.

"Baby, get up and blow dry your hair first." Duan YuJing took the hair dryer from the head of the bed, moved the person a little bit, and blow the hair on him.

QingGe tilted his body and leaned on the man, and was made very comfortable by the gentle movement, but he had already started to cry in his stomach. is not that right? After getting off the plane, he slept and cried a lot. He hadn't eaten much yet.

"Brother Jing, I'm hungry." QingGe looked at him with a smile.

"En, I'm going to order you a meal, is there anything you want to eat?" Duan YuJing smiled, touched his half-dry hair, and helped him to sit on the bed.

"You can order it." QingGe nodded lightly and pulled his sleeve. "I'm so hungry. Order more. Let's eat together."

"En, I know, sit down." Duan YuJing curled his lips.

Duan YuChen was playing on the computer in the living room. When he saw his brother coming out, his face flushed red: "Brother, don't bully Little Older Brother all the time. I just ordered some dishes and desserts. You can eat with Little Older Brother." He heard Little Older Brother crying. It must be his brother who is bullying Little Older Brother again. He will see his aunt tomorrow.