23. Breaking The Rules

Sanskar's POV:

It had been five days since I had been avoiding Swara. She had done something to me. She had evoked a feeling inside of me. Whenever I saw her, I got a feeling which I couldn't name. I felt like protecting her, holding her, cherishing her, kissing her and corrupting her in many ways. We both were so different from each other and we stayed together, one would have to change.

I didn't want her to change. She was goddamn perfect. And I knew I could never change.

I was a monster who would destroy her life. I had already destroyed her life enough, I didn't want to give her any more pain. I shouldn't have married her. I destroyed her life. Instead of being with me, she should be with a person who would treat her as his queen, love her, touch her, make love to her, have his child grow inside her womb and build a perfect loving family with her.

She didn't deserve a devil like me. And I didn't deserve an angel like her.