Wishful thinking

***Anastasia***

I woke up with a jerk and I couldn't see anything, I was on the bed but the room was dark .

" You're awake " I heard a voice from far across the room , that's Alex's voice .

Why is he sitting in the dark , that's when I looked out the window and realized it was already dark out .

" I have somewhere to be , the doctor adviced rest . I'll be late . " he said .

He left immediately he said that I could tell as I heard the door shut .

He didn't even apologize, I mean I know he wouldn't . Like when you drop something and you know it'll fall but there's that wishful thinking that it won't .

Anyway I don't mind . I'm more worried about the dream I had about knight , he's the only one who seems to care anyway .

I wish he was here but that's just wishful thinking…..

***Alexander's pov ***

I wanted to take her to this social , but she was unwell and I honestly still can't bare to look at her which was why I turned off the lights in our room .

All these social events are the same , if this one wasn't important I would have sent a representative or something.

" Oh hi , Alexander" I heard a voice from behind me , he looked like someone I should know , but not so well to be on a first name basis as I couldn't remember his face .

" You are? " I said in a hatsh tone , I guess he would be a punching bag for my frustration.

" Well I'm Mr Foster , a shareholder in your newly established entertainment branch " he said .

His tone alone let me know he wasn't important, probably a minor shareholder.

How dare he even strike up a conversation with me.

" Umm well sir this is my daughter Bella , I just wanted to introduce her to you , she has always idolized you and wanted to meet you , always bothering me you know . " he said and I swear I hadn't heard a more annoying voice .

I just glared at him and he laughed nervously and disappeared. I don't know how such a person is even part of my organization.

I took another drink and felt it's effects relieve my frustration. I had to get high , so I left the gathering and headed to a bar .

I drank more than I'd ever done before, I was absolutely wasted.

I walked to my car and just sat in it , I picked up my call and called my driver to pick me up , I didn't want to die in such a lame way as drunk driving.

I just passed out at the back of my car and waited for my driver …