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Chapter 67 : Aftermath

*Trinity's POV*

Matthew was okay. He was fine. We were going to be fine.

I kept telling myself that, but I couldn’t seem to keep myself from mentally and emotionally pulling away from him. Almost losing him had messed with me more than I expected, and I couldn't help but think back to Nate.

There were many times after he died that I wished that I had never met him. That sounded awful, but until someone felt the grief that came with losing a loved one, they would never understand that feeling.

And I never wanted to relive it.

I stayed cuddled up to Matthew, unable to leave him. It was a weird combination of never wanting to leave him again and wanting to leave him and distance myself. And my body didn't know what to do.

I didn't even have pregnancy hormones to blame anymore.