Chapter 31 : Back Off B*
*Trinity's POV*
The car ride back to work from breakfast was awful. I couldn't get out of my own head and my own over-analysis of my feelings or not possible feelings for Matthew. Not to mention the guilt that was brought on by remembering Nate.
What was happening? Just a couple weeks ago, I was telling my sisters that he was the worst person I had ever met, and now I think I might be falling for him? What was wrong with me?
I blamed the hormones.
Nate had died before I had really started to develop most of the pregnancy symptoms, so I wasn't used to how the different levels of hormones would affect my relationships with men. Especially men that I might like. Everything just felt more extreme. More heightened.
And I didn't know how to handle it.
As soon as I got to work, I buried myself in some paperwork that Amber had on her desk that needed sorting. My theory was simply that if I stayed busy enough, it wouldn't give me enough time to think…right?