APR | mind fuck

it took me by surprise

nobody ever calls me out by my perplexed nature

nobody

except me

but I am allowed

I am the only one allowed to walk through my own head

through my own truth

my own path

I'm allowed to curse at the windy roads that I walk down

But you

You're not

You can never tell me who I am

Who am I?

everyday I still go on to ask myself that

but please do not make that judgement for me

do not create your picture of me

I told you to stop trying to figure me out

stop trying to figure out my story

it is not yours to be made of

stop it

I said stop it

I said to stop talking

you know that frustrated me

oh yeah

how could I forget

of course you would know

because you know me so well right?

and you call this confusing

man

there's a deeper paradox that lies within me

but thankfully you backed off when you touched the surface

because it will drive you

insane

you will go psycho

you will go mental

that sounds thrilling

and that's why I walk down that path everyday

because it's fun

that paradox is my safety

- you fucked with my head