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Sitting on the car back to Gangcheng, Zhuang Xiaoyan looked out the window at the drizzling rain, feeling extremely complicated.

Du Jinnian's words to her continuously surfaced in her mind —

I'm going back to reunite with them. They'll have to take care of me in the future, and I'll have to suffer a lot of criticism because of me. I'll cause them both physical and psychological problems. So, it was better not to see him.

Therefore, Du Jinnian asked her not to tell Cheng Zinuo where he was right now.

In fact, she also promised Du Jinnian to keep it a secret.

But she did know where Du Jinnian was, and that his legs were disabled.

Therefore, if she were to hide the truth from Cheng Zinuo who was still bitterly waiting for Du Jinnian to return, she would inevitably feel guilty.

She would think that she was lying to Cheng Zinuo.

In terms of conscience, she was feeling a bit uncomfortable.