Chapter 43

"We know that you should not have exist here in the first place but we don't care, a world without you is somewhere we cannot live in. We are helplessly in love with you!"said Naya and Zora

I felt a huge hole in my heart, my friends are so lucky, I couldn't help but be jealous and envy both of them. I felt like I saw Lily's silhouette. But I know that it was only my imagination since she has already left this world. I regret everything, if only I had the power to go against the gods.

I vow if I have another chance I will only wish for Lily's happiness, even if she doesn't choose me in the end. I will only live for her sake. I will atone for my sins.

And soon I lost my consciousness.

"You pitiful soul, I will give you another chance to live this life again."said someone

When I woke up I saw my mother looking at me with such loving and caring eyes.

After a few years, I met Lily again. The first ever meeting between her and me.

When I first met her in this lifetime, I fell in love with her all over again. I remember how in the past I had met her like that and how shy and timid she was to me.

I was looking forward to going to school yet I did not see her.

Eventually I heard that Lily has become a princess. I was shocked this was not supposed to happen. I also heard that Lily will have a birthday party held in the royal castle.

I went there, I saw Lily but she was different from the past Lily that I know yet also the same. Her black hair became white. Her beauty never faded away. In her side I saw the future Demon King Lucifer, walking hand in hand together. Then I started to realise that maybe the Demon King Lucifer really did what he said. No wonder the future change so much.

They look like a pair of immortals, who are devastatingly good looking to the point that the people in this room cannot even compete with them in terms of looks.

Demon King Lucifer looks at me with a kind of hate and fear, I wonder if he thinks that I will steal Lily away from him, but if I think carefully, I feel like in this lifetime at most I could only be her best friend because I know that Lily will never betray her love ones.

I couldn't help but think about if I did not exist, would they be together?

From the looks of it, I guess______________

I met her again in school, if I can't have her heart in this life. I wish to make my existence to be irreplaceable in her heart not as a lover. But can be friend or enemy.

I don't mind any as long as she will remember me.

I wonder what awaits for me in this lifetime.