More than words (Inspired by extreme's song)
Shannon's POV:
Minamadali ko na ang pagluluto ko ng sinigang dahil after 30 mins uuwi na si Jethro dito sa apartment. I wanted to surprise him. It is our 1st year anniversary and I want it to be special that's why pinagaralan kong lutuin ang lahat ng paborito nyong ulam. Whole day nakaoff ang cp ko kaya whole day din naming di naguusap. I'm sure nagagalit na saken yun ngayon pero gusto ko kasi talaga na di nya iniiexpect na may gagawin akong ganito. Actually magkatapat lang kame ng apartment pero pag weekends lang kame talaga nagkakasama at madalas kapag pauwi na sya papasok pa lang ako kaya medyo mahirap yung sitwasyon namen. Call center agent kasi ako, pang gabi ang shift ko samantalang ang branch manager naman si Jethro ng isang fast food chain kaya pang umaga sya. Its been one year now pero he always stays sweet. I can't say na perfect ang relationship namen pero atleast I can say na were both contented and happy with each other. And I'm really proud of my boyfriend, one year na kame pero ginagalang nya ang desisyon ko na ayoko munang may mangyari sa amin. Sometimes we fought because of that topic. Kesyo kung mahal ko daw sya I should prove it to him. Proving means by doing IT with him. Inalayan nya pa nga ako ng kanta "more than words" I remember that day 3 months ago when he sung that song for me and explained the meaning.
~FB~
"Happy monthsary babe." Jethro said then he started kissing me torridly and hungrily as he get on top of me as we lay on my bed. For 7 months now, we make out but the way that his kissing me is different that suddenly it makes me feel hot that even the the fully airconditioned room can't help me with the heat. His hands roam around my body, seeking for something that he can't find that's why its everywhere. Its pleasurable. His touches makes me moan. I never felt like this before, well because we never do things like this before. His kisses went to my ear, biting it softly. Then he went to my lips again, tgging my lower lip with his teeth. Its pleasurably painful that I can't help but moan. Then he kisses my jawline to my neck, leaving some love bites around it. It felt more intense cause I feel that I wanted more. That I need more. Suddenly my hips move like they have their own mind, as it grind eagerly to Jethro's heated body. Like that's the cue he suddenly grab the hem of my shirt and pull it up. I didn't know why but I didn't mind that I'm infront of my boyfriend wearing a short and a brassiere only, I don't mind as long as his hands pleasure e with his touches. With his heated hands all over me and near his heated body and his tongue inside my mouth makes me insane. Then he breaks the kiss and went down to one of my nipple. His licking it even I still have my brassiere on yet I can still feel the heat of his mouth as he suck it like a baby starved for milk.all I could is moan. Then I felt his other hand on my back as he unclasped the hook. I suddenly pushed him too hard. Suddenly I felt ashamed of what I did, of what sounds I'm making.
"Shit! Ano ba Sha. Bakit mo ko tinulak?" Jethro ask, a little pissed off dahil nahulog ko pala sya sa kama ng naitulak ko sya. Then he started kissing me again ng makatabi ko na uli sya sa kama. But I slightly pushed him away. He look at me quizzically.
"Hindi pa ako handa babe" I said looking anywhere but him.
"Do you love me?" He asked
"Of course! What kind of question is that. Hindi pa ba sapat na patunay lahat ng mga ginagawa ko? I love you babe." I said as I stare on the depths of his eyes. He stood up then get the guitar hanging near my body size mirror. Then he started strumming and humming. He looked at my eyes and started singing.
°° Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how
you feel
More than words is all you have to do to
make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say that you
love me
'Cause I'd already know
What would you do if my heart was torn
in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words
away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you
More than words
Now that I've tried to talk to you and
make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch
me
Hold me close don't ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you
to show
Then you wouldn't have to say that you
love me
'Cause I'd already know
What would you do if my heart was torn
in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words
away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you
More than word °°
Then he stops his singing and lay the guitar on the bed. He look me in the eyes again.
"Same with the meaning of the song babe. I want more than words. Earlier, you feel that you wanted more, right?" And I blushed as I remember how I eagerly grind cause I still want more. Still feel incomplete.
"I want to do it with you because I want to express how I love you. I can't find the right words, I can't do a thing that can describe hoe exactly I feel for you. It seems that saying I love you is always an understatement. May kulang sa salitang yun. So I want to express it by our bodies together as one." He said while caressing my cheeks with his both hands and not breaking our eye contact. Still mesmerized with his words and the depths his eyes. But I look away. I have to, I can't reject him while looking in those depths.
"I'm just not ready yet babe. Not yet. But frankly, I love what we did earlier." He sigh then I look at him again. He just walk out the door. Then later that evening, he said that he wanted what we did earlier, for now, just that.
~EoF~
"Hey babe, are you in there?" I heard Jethro's voice knocking on the other side. Good thing I'm finally finish with the table preparations and I also lit all the candles. So I turned off the lights and check all candles if it still lit, the cam that I set up near the door so I can see his face then hide at the back of his sofa with a cake on my hand, that I also baked earlier. And then I heard him curse with a loud bang, probably his kicking my door. Its a good thing I got the spare key of my unit from him. Then I heard him cursing while opening his door then he gasp.
"Surprise!" I yelled as I jump up with a cake on my hand in front of me. Then I saw him, just dumbstruck there and suddenly he came rushing to me. I felt the cake squished as he try to leave no space between us. Aww. My strapless top is now ruined. I can feel the cake inside me. He just stare at me for a moment then kissed me hungrily. And I returned it with more compassion, hungrily-er and full of lust and love. We've been doing this ever since na gawin nya saken to 3 months ago and every time we do this, its like it's never enough. I wanted more like a teenage with raging hormones devoured by lust. Then before we will be lost again into the ecstatic world he stopped and look at me intently.
"Saan ka ba galing huh?! Alam mo bang nag-alala ako sayo! For Pete sake Sha muntik na akong pumatay ng tao dahil sa pagaalala ko sayo. Dahil lang dito kaya hindi nagrerespond saken? Dahil lang sa surprise na to? Alam mo naman na IKAW lang sapat na saken. Akala *muah* ko * muah* napahamak * muah* ka na!" He said while kissing me and stressing how worried he is. I smiled.
"I love you more than anything." I said then give him a peck.
"I love you more than myself" then another peck.
"I love you more than..." Another peck again and I look into his eyes and said
"more than words." And he smile knowing what I meant. That million-watt smile that I fell in love at first sight.
"I love you too. More than words." I smiled when he kisses me again but I slightly pushed him away.
"Happy anniversary babe. Surprise!" I said and look at myself.
"Did you bake the cake babe?" I nod
"Ikaw kasi, di mo tuloy matitikman yung pinaghirapan ko." I pout at the thought of what I've gone through just to bake it.
"Di kasi kita makontak buong araw. Nagaalala kaya ako na baka mamaya may umagaw ng ibang lalaki sayo o baka kinidnap ka na ng mga aliens dahil gusto ka nalang tikman" I laugh at him.
"Surprise nga eh. Saka aliens talaga ah." He just nod.
"Pano yan, pinaghirapan ko pa man din tong cake na to pero di din pala naten makakaen?"
"We can still eat that." Then he pull my top down, he gazes on my body with nothing but a short, a brassiere and with a lot of chocolate cake all over me.
"Hmm ah~ YUM!" I blush of what he is thinking.
~FIN~