Humble beginning

Hi my name is ....but you can call me Abby am a simple girl who went on to live a thrilling life later on let's start from way back .I was born in Hollywood and my parents birthed me and took care of me till the age of ten when we were in a terrible car crash I survived perfectly unharmed but my parents didn't they bothe died.I was later put in a foster home since I had no relatives to take me in my parents were both ophans who struggled to give me a good life so I was now one too, luckily a beautiful family came and took me in from the orphanage and they cared for me and did the best the could but after the accident I was never the same let's just say I was love dead no spark no soul no nothing in short I was only there because I respect them and there kind gesture of wanting to take care of me and Abby was my dad's nickname for my mom so I told them my name was Abby and I carried there surname just because I respected again it was ok I guess after all they did it is hard to find good foster parents out there these day the couple was barren so I was like the kid they always wanted the treated me just like my birth parents I faked being happy just for their sake cos even I couldn't understand what had happened to the once happy child who loved knowing things and meeting people playing games and karaoke and watching TV it's like she was gone in that accident as well.l learnt to fake everything and manipulate people I found comfort in getting want I wanted no matter what it was I took my spare time to learn skills on how to make money online and I had lots of hobbies I rarely smile genuinely just at command even crying and other facial expressions and reactions I was this emotionless robot who was human dead but one thing is I knew one day I will find my spark no matter what it would take time but I will do it.I played lots of sports that lots of friends my grades were top tier my appearance was ok people did say I was pretty but I could see it and honestly I was just clean and had a vintage aesthetic choice of clothes because I couldn't see looks I never had any relationships boys never moved me to a point where I thought I was gay but that wasn't it cos girls didn't move me too I was just not bi anything this went on till I was 16 puberty made me more appealing than I was has my friends put it was already juicy but I was now rip .