Chapter 3 rin's secret.

Yamada (mc) pov

When i saw the fear in the expression and eyes of rin, i knew there was something bad that rin knows about both kiyoshi and Yoshida which is affecting her life too.

So i started questioning her in way that made her think the information she has will save me from what she is fearing.

Yamada to rin - look i know about kiyoshi because he has done something horrible to me. No not only him, Yoshida too hurt me even though she is my girlfriend. So pls. Tell me what happened to you ...as it might help me understand why she did that to me.

Rin seeing Yamada pleading her for the truth said - the things I did and the things that happened to me, if i tell all of u that then u might not associate with me anymore as i m disgusting, untrustworthy girl (rin said the last part while staring at akechi's confused face)

Akechi (seeing rin hurting that much) - hey Yamada whatever happened between you and Yoshi don't get rin involved, don't u see she is hurting.

Before Yamada could reply, rin said - akechi it's ok. U asked me out before because u like me.and i rejected u without giving any reason ..is because of what happened to me about 1 and 1/2 year before. So pls. Let me tell Yamada about it and after that u can also decide whether u still want to pursue ur feelings for me.

This made akechi shut up before saying to rin in whisper- no matter what i will still have feelings for you and pursue you.

Rin - So this what happened to me,

When i started my 2nd year months ago, i had a boyfriend younger than me who just started his first year here with our college with all of you but in different department. He was a kind, friendly and energetic person and was my kouhai in high school, had has been in love with me ever since he met me during the time we were in lit. Club. I always thought of him as my cute little brother in high school but it changed after he came to same college as me after 1 year. He suddenly confessed to me and said he studied hard to be with me. So at first i hesitated but after few days i gave in and we started dating.

In the first month of our relationship everything was fine. But then he made friends with yoshida and kiyoshi. They would often intrude in our dates and made it harder for my bf and me to become more intimate. And during this time Yoshida became close with my bf and kiyoshi would often come to me to complain about it to me. Due to this i too suddenly started to becomee jealous of my bf and Yoshida's closeness. Kiyoshi one day bought a video of Yoshida and my bf kissing in a karoake room and kiyoshi said they left early to go to a love hotel. This information made me vulnerable and unable to resist kiyoshi's advances that day.

After that kiyoshi and i started having an affair behind my bf back as kiyoshi told me my bf is having fun all the time with Yoshida. So why not i do the same thing... as cheating one time or hundred times is the same, so to drown my sorrows i cheated many times instead of confronting my bf. As i was socially awkward from the beginning and didn't know how to act in this situations. Hence i begin to dig my own grave and started to unknowingly hurt the one person i cared most about.

One unfortunate day my bf confronted me with a video sent to him by kiyoshi which i didn't know when he took. He said why did i cheat on him even though he loves me so much. Then i said weren't u cheating on me too with yoshida. Hearing this my bf started laughing out loud like a crazy person ...he said ' i admit it she kissed me a month back but i rejected her then and there. I have stopped talking to her all together from that day and made a mistake not clearing this with u. But if u knew why didn't u confronted me instead of banging another guy and make videos with him.'

I realised one thing from all this that yoshida and kiyoshi might have planned all this as this all didn't match the story kiyoshi told me.

I and my bf argued a lot and in the end we broke up. I still believed that yoshida and my bf were cheating behind my back. So ignoring my x bf arguments, i went to kiyoshi's dorm room for some comfort only to find out kiyoshi with Yoshi in the bed discussing about how much fun it was to break the happy disgusting couple hahaha. And how easy was i too break and inspite being such a good girl on the outside, i m a slut from the inside for fucking another man instead of believing her own bf.

yosida also said this in the end when i was leaving 'now it's my turn to fullfill my ntr fantasy and i have someone already in my mind.'

Hearing all this i just broke down and holed up in my dorm for days.

During this time i got more news that made me even more disgusted by my doings, as my x bf attempted to fight with kiyoshi but my bf was saved by his friends. After that my bf's parents transferred him to another college. I tried to contact and meet him many times but his parents and friends just blocked me. They all knew what I did but they didn't do any harm to me. Just only berated me for being a horrible person in front of my friends.

After this i just became a shell of my former self and spent my time in isolation ....as all my friends here knew about all this, they distanced themselves away from me.

Kiyoshi tried to contact me...but i cut all contacts with him. He texted me if i say anything about all this to any of his future conquest , he will just spread all of the videos of me online.

I am now just trying to survive this year untill i get my degree.

Rin watched akechi's expression while confessing and was suprised seeing him angry as he said - that kiyoshi will pay for what he did to his precious rin.

And Yamada and akane just looked her with pity.

There was no hint of repulsion towards her from them.

Especially akechi's words made her feel comforted as he did not get disgusted by her and still called her his precious rin. As he would always say this to comfort her whenever she was sad in his company.

Akane suddenly said - i always knew there was something that kept u away from everybody. I m not saying u were innocent in all this , but u were also a victim of some crazy evil people playing games with others life. And from the looks of it ...u have remorse of what u have done.....so u are good in my books as u always helped me with my problems whenever i asked.

And akechi too thinks the same as me. (To which akechi nodded his head towards rin, which made her happy). So give urself a chance to live ur life once again with a person who u will treasure and not repeat the same mistakes u did before. Ok.

Rin nodded and looked towards akechi. During this time Yamada came to some conclusion and said....

Yamada - so it's become all clear now ....i m the latest piece in Yoshida and kiyoshi's game.

Hearing this akane and akechi understood why Yamada started talking about all this and provoked rin to confess.

Akane was instantly saddened by yamada's situation as he is the new victim of yoshida's fantasy.

Yamada confessed all the things happened with yoshida to akane, akechi and rin to their horror.

Now they all know how much of a evil phychopath Yoshida and kiyoshi are.

So Akane, akechi and Yamada came to the conclusion to take revenge on them with the help of relectant rin. And they started planning their revenge that day.

To be continued...

Hope you get the picture from this how the ntr fmc and the antag's nature are and why they do all this.