We Have To Try this..

When I reach my home I didn't get any visitor that fast. But someone did knock my door. I don't want to open it. But it is rude to ignore it. So I walk there and open the door and i see that Jacob is standing there. Looking at me.

" Why you leave.." he said to me.

" I am done and plus I am so tired finding all costumes. I really want to sleep so I leave.. " i tell him.

" Sure  that it is or you want to share. " He said. And I shake my head with said no to him and rub my eyes. Show him that I am really sleepy and I really tried.

" Hmmm if don't mind can I coming.." he said. And I really don't want him to come with me but I don't want to hurt him so I WLCOM him. And than i close door. He walk to my bed and seat there.

I jump on my bed. Pull blanket over me. And we both are like just seat there like this.

" I am thinking lately to talk to you. " He said to me. I know where is going to be this conversation.

Lilly doesn't deserve it. I don't want to hurt her. I don't know that she know about me and Tony. It's better that I have to do before things get mess. Jacob is looking at me. And I do attracted to him. I can take risk. Like the way Zoe take it. Who know I will ended up with him. And move on with Tony.

And this is best for us. Like Becca said. I have to try this. And for this first I have to talk with him.

" Jacob.." I said to him and we both close our distance.

" I know what you want to know. I like you. I really do. But it's just that i am scared if in the end I hurt you. Which i don't want to. You are nice guy. I like to spend time with you. But i don't want to mess up thing's between us.. " i tell him. And he look at me and smile and i know he did understand me. He did touch my checks and play with my hairs.

" Maddi. I know i am also getting scared of this. But that doesn't mean that i can stop myself. If we did ended up in love than we will always think that we at least try with. If we can't try it once how we will know that what we really want.. for that we hace to try it. I don't care in the end I will get hurt. But I promise you. I will be always be your firend. " He said to me and that touched. He understands me. Now I think that i do have to consider this. And try it out. I don't kbow about our future. But at least I never regret it..

I pull him towards him and my lips connect with him. We both close our distance and we are full of makeout session. This is nothing compared how me and Tony kiss each other. But still I like it. And I really want to try this.. I started to remove he's cloths and and my two. I want to try it. I want to see this. What it feel. I want to see that what Jacob will do with me.

We didn't said he did know that I am ready to do that. When he about to top of me someone knock our door. And we both are pull away.

" Jacob, Maddi are your are in there.." Zoe said. Me and Jacob look at each other and than I kiss him one last time and he did kiss me back. After that I wear my things so did he and I open the door.

" Hyy Zoe come in.." i tell her. She look at us. Jacob is seating in my bed uncomfortably.

" Did I interrupt somthing." She finally ask and she give me suspension look and I Rolle my eyes.

" What you want. Get it and go to Jake's room." I tell him and she suprise what I said. She look at Jacob whos avoiding eyes contact with her. And she smrike and did what I said to him.

" And please don't come in before 6 in the morning." I tell her. And she suprise my this attitude but she didn't said anything about it and leavee us without saying any by comment..

When she finally leave. I close the door and lock it. And walk where is Jacob is seating. I seat in he's lap. And he supprise my bold behaviour but he didn't said anything he pull me towards him. And than we again started to kiss each other. And this time no one can disturb us.

After making out. We both sleep in bed and talk about that how can we can work. Yeahh I am still thinking to make this slowing. When my body want that other thing which I am controlling it. He is sweet. He is too sweet just like my type.

Before Tony i always want Jacob type of guy sweet charming boys. Who sweet talk. Love me take care of me. Cuddle with me. But after Tony. He is my type. I want him to besides me. I want him to do things that no one can do to me. I Love it when we had rough sex like he demand me more when we both kiss each other. He is deminate when I tease him. I like is everything about what happened Between us. Now I have to let go him stop thinking about him. Stop compare things with him. And I also want to talk to him about this. It's better before he attack jacob. I wanted to clear the things out.

Jacob sleep hugging me. But I can't. Things are keep going on in my mind and I cant help it. I don't know what will he do after he know this.

I look at Jacob he is sleeping peacefully. Smiling he's face. He is look cute. He do have everything what girl need. He's attitude behaviour and nature are different than he personality. But still I want to make it up. He did promise me that he will not going anywhere. And he always be with me no matter what. Than I have trust on him. I kiss he's forehead. And get out the bed. And walk to the kitchen. And wait for him to come to..

I know he will come. And I will talk to him. And break all things. I make coffee for myself. To wake myself so I don't sleep. I am not going to bed before talking to him.

Like I feel. He did enter there and our eyes meet. Before he attack me. I wash cup and put it down where other cup are where. After that he did come to me nad kiss my lips gentle and slowly and i did kiss him back. After that I pull away. He did look confused but I grab he's hand. And we both are walk to the basement. No one go there. I know that. But it is also the secret that no one know about it.

Open the door and get him in and close the door and lock it. He look at me and again gently hold my hand. And we both ended up in bed. We both are sleeping there. He is not doing anything. He is cuddling me kiss my check my eyes. He started to kiss my shoulder give me mark there. I didn't said to him.

I turn to him and face him. We both are look at each other. And than I kiss he's lips in full of love. He did give kiss me back. This kiss is not rough demanding or anything. It is so simple. Expressing to each other. And we both are enjoying it. We did moan it. And I love it. I love he's lips. I kiss he's nose. He's eyes checks just the way he kiss me. He hold me tight. I know he like it when I love him. When I kiss him everywhere. After that I started to play with he's head.

He's hand get in my hoodie. And touch my breast. And started to massaging slowing slowing. And I like it. He never done this before. But whatever is that I like it. After that he remove my hoodie. And I didn't hesitate for that. He look at my bra whom he brought for me. I still didn't know how he know my size. But it is fitted well.

He unhook my bra and than Remov it too. I didn't stop him. After that he look at me breast. It is bigger than before. And he did it. He know that. And he smrike looking at that. And I blush.  He started to giving my sweet kisses to there. Playing with my breast. I moan.. he bite my nipples Makin me in pain. He like it when he got reaction of he's action.

He jump top of me. And still kissing my nipples he's other hand is travel to my ass. And he press it hard. And than he smack it hard. The voice of smack is loud. That make me moan loudly.

After that he's fingers are reach my thing he started to teasing me. I know what he want me to do. I grab he's hand and pull to my pussy to fuck me to he's fingers..  he pull away to my breast and he kiss me again. And I know what we are doing. What he is doing to me and I know after the we will going to be hurt. He started to push he's finger to the hole. And than I got sudden change. I want him to fuck me now. And hard. But he didn't do what I want. He did it gently.. i do love it. I do want to see that how he can do that. But than I can't take it more i told him to do it faster.

" Faster.." i said to him. And we both broke the kiss and he look at me. He did what I told her. And looking at my reaction. I totally loving it. He smile looking at me. That how he make me turn on. And give me torture. He kiss my head. And than he push he's second finger and than I yelled in pain.

" Always wet.. " he said to my ear. After that he get up and bend down to there. And than he giving me sweet sweet kisses. Unbelievable. He started to eat me.. bite me hard. And fuck me to he's tongue. 

" Don't cum princess." He said to me and I did what he said. After that he Remove hes boxer and than I touch he's crook. I massage he's balls and pull he's crook to my mouth. And than he's love it. We both change our position.

The 69 position. We both started to eat it. And and that is best thing ever had. I never try. So does he. I never experience. I never thought that we will ever go this. But we both are going it. We both moan. And give fuck each other with our mouths.

When we both come together. We both look at each other. And smile. He is thinking same what I am thinking.