Life in the darkness

Read till the end if you can 😔 I met a great friend through FB. She is a girl. But it was from a fake account. I will also tell you the name of that account because that account has been deleted. The first names were Chuti Samanali, then Channa Kinnaravi. Can't say more than that, because it's not good for her life. Anyway, we got really fit. She was like my own sister. After a while, I fell in love with her. I told her about it and she made up my mind that she doesn't believe in sudden love. Some people lie or block you as soon as they say they love you, but this is the same with me. Even shared feelings. I thought about this as a friend as much as possible. But if we have committed a sin, we have to pay. Even bring a proposal from home. That boy works in a bank. Generally, when someone you love is gone, it is a pain for anyone. I also felt the same, but this one doesn't like that proposal. That's a big deal for me too🙁 Meanwhile, there was a B'day party at our house recently. I read about this girl in a place where there are brothers and sisters. Anyway, someone logged into my account. Knowing about this girl. Maybe the person concerned took the phone while charging, because I usually don't put a password on the 🔒 screen. Anyway, I started getting strange messages from the next morning. Then, without any logic, the girl whom I mentioned before started avoiding me. The same person who blackmailed me told her a lot of lies. that it is inevitable). Later they even blocked me 🥲. Experienced people know that pain. I ran out of things to do, and then I wanted to know who the threat was. Talked to him too. But could not find. But I continued to talk, because I was confident that I would be able to find that person. But after a day or so, the person I loved is also talking to me, but not as much as usual. But anyway, on the night of 26/07, when I went to FB, there were a lot of messages. The blackmailer had left some screenshots and account login credentials if you want to see them. I also wanted to know what was said, but I was afraid to log into someone else's account. So I cleared them. Then the girl I love also left messages. I looked at them. They scared him and killed me. That's what came to me. He liked the proposal because of that pressure. The girl asked him to bring the blackmailer in front of her someday. She was crying and her face was swollen. I couldn't think of anything to do. Also, I never thought it would be good to ask that girl about my problems. By this time, I knew the chat style of the blackmailer a little bit. So without making a mistake, I accepted that I was the one who blackmailed her and me. I swore falsely that it was my own fake account. She didn't accept even though I swore. But I did nothing wrong and accepted the blame for her. I thought that it doesn't matter if she hates me, if she's fine, that's enough. In the end, that girl might not be able to bear the pressure, least of all me. Not even scolding.

"How good it would be if you didn't love my feminine soul and thought I was a human being. I never thought you would do such a dirty thing. Don't even come to see me."

When I saw it, I cried even as a boy. I could have told the truth at that time, but I was too late. He blocked me too. I still can't make up my mind, I wonder if he lost his targets because of me🥲. I wonder if it was because of me that I liked that proposal too. I used to feel the loss of someone I used to talk to. When I remember that memory, it's like a headache. My head hurts. Even when I go to study, my head hurts. I can't forget, I don't want to be friends with other people. Even though I am told that I will fall in love with him, I feel lonely, because even if I make friends, I am looking for distance even from that person. I can't even find the owner of that fake account, I tried, because it was deleted 🥲.

I tell you never to lie to someone you love❣️, tell the truth...don't tell a lie even if it's good for them..don't expect love by force. And to those who come from fake accounts, never play with someone else's life. Feel the value.

Let's stop