Miku's twisted love (1)

As the night of the sleepover in the Higanbana residence continues, Miku fell into a deep sleep and into a dream.

Miku: Onii-chan... Huh?! Where am I?

Miku saw herself in Shimotsuki in a dark cold snowy day.

Miku: where am I?

???: Miku! Come back!

Miku heard a voice she hadn't heard in a long time.

Miku: Onii-chan?

It was her biological brother. And when she saw him she remembered.

Miku's thoughts*

(No way! This is!)

Miku looked behind her and saw a little girl running.

???; No! If I can't Marry Onii-chan then I won't come back!

And that girl... Was her.

Miku: No! Don't! Come back Miku!

She chased after her young self trying to stop her she even tried calling out to her.

Miku: Miku don't! Onii-chan is worried! Please come back!

???: Miku please! Come back Mom is worried!

Young Miku: No!

(This is a memory and I can't do anything!)

Miku knew she couldn't prevent her brothers death but she didn't stop trying... Until that happened.

Beeeep!

???: MIKUUUUU!

Young Miku: !!!

Crash!

The accident that killed her brother... She once again witnessed it.

Young Miku: huh? Onii-chan?

She saw as her young self was covered in her brothers blood and...

Young Miku: Onii-chan... Onii-chan! Wake up! Hey! Onii-chan!

Her young self cried for her brother to wake up but he didn't.

(... When I was young I loved my Onii-chan a lot to the point I wanted to marry him but I knew it wasn't possible since we're both siblings... And that love was the one that took him away)

Miku blames herself for the death of her brother. until now she still blames herself.

(I'm a bad girl who killed her big brother... But why did I even love him that much in the first place?)

She began to question why she even loved her brother that much. The scene then changed to the day after her brothers death in his funeral.

???: you little shit!

Aiya: Dear please calm down she's just a kid!

???: no you shut up! Why are you protecting that little monster!

(Oh... This...)

Her parents got into a fight and once again it was because of her.

Aiya: Please! She's just a kid

???: I don't care! This thing always had been trouble! If it weren't for her my son would've still been alive! She always had been trouble! Why did you even give birth to this monster!

(... I remember now)

She remembered why she loved her brother so much.

It was all because of her father.

Her father hated her ever since she was born, he had no reason to hate her, he just does and because of that he kept avoiding her and sometimes he would even yell at her for no reason.

Miku was scared of her father but there was no one to protect her.

Her mother, Aiya couldn't do anything due to her old job which made her really busy to the point she couldn't take care of her.

Because of that she felt more scared and lonely. There was no one to protect her. Except her Big brother.

He protected her from their father, and took care of her when her mother wasn't there, to her he was someone special and as she grow up she relied on him the most and ultimately she fell in love.

(I relied on him when Mom wasn't home and he protected me from dad when he was hurting me and he always took care of me... And because of that I fell in love... The love that destroyed my family)

???: after my son gets buried we're having a divorce!

Aiya: what?!

???: you heard me!

Young Miku: Papa..

???: I don't have a daughter. you're just a bad girl! So just leave and die!

Aiya: Dear! Stop!

Young Miku: WAAAAHHHH!

(After dad said that i ran away. Crying)

The scene then changed to a cold snowy alley where Miku tried to freeze herself to death.

Young Miku: I'm sorry sniffle! Onii-chan, I'm sorry. I'll be with you soon...

(... I tried to kill myself here so I could be with Onii-chan...)

Seeing her young self, Miku couldn't help but cry.

Young Miku: I'll be with Onii-chan soon... So please don't hate me Onii-chan.

(At this point I've given up on living... !!!)

As she thought that she remembered something else.

(This is also when...!)

???: hey why are you crying?

Young Miku: hmm?

Kaneki: It's cold out here, why are you crying?

(This is when I met Onii-chan)

She remembered the day her "brother" had saved her.