MYS 170 Something the answer is clear

MYS 170 

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I feel my legs become too heavy to walk or my head is too hard to avoid Jono's sharp gaze at me. This is exactly like the scene where the thief is caught stealing by the owner of the house. Can't move let alone breathe.

 "Yes, Jon. Sorry, I was wrong." In the end, that's all I can say.

 "Why are you apologizing to me?" said John back.

 I'm silent. Yes, too. It's also true what Jono said. Why am I the one apologizing? Should the damn Andi apologize to me or Jono right?

 "Well, thank you for helping me," I replied and rushed out of the classroom.

 My heart is not strong when I exchange glances with Jono for a long time. And lately, I can't tell the difference between the symptoms of real heart disease or the heart caused by shock!

 I can go crazy if I stay close to Jono for a long time.